catching up

Oh my angel,

you are in a really tough position, aren't you? just stay strong, i will hold your hand, their is nothing to be scared of, at least you have a home of your own, i just hope you can get it into a livable state, so you and the girls can recover and heal some old and current wounds.

My angel, i will always be here for you, let me know what i can do to help?

hugs my angel, are the girls calming down yet? are you calming down yet? i know the feeling of being imprisoned in a situation you can't escape, i am living this myself, i hate where i live, but can't escape, i am trapped in a nightmare.

hugs my angel, my friend. 🙂

Jacques

It's ok Karen, i have accepted my fate, i know this is how i am going to have to live my life, i am just trying to help you see you are not the only one in a difficult home situation.

Mum is great, but i am disliked in the town and have many broken friendships here, because the town has 3,000 people in it, it is hard to avoid people i know.

my angel, i am not trying to make you feel guilty or selfish, i am just trying to show you many people feel trapped, you are not alone with this.

stay strong my angel, you need to pick yourself up and dust yourself off, we both do 🙂

hugs Karen, oh boy is their going to be some hugs tonight 😄

Hi my angel, make sure you are gentle with yourself tonight, it must have been so anxiety provoking, you must be in a heightened state tonight.

hugs my angel 🙂 i know what it is like Karen, i get the twitches every night now, take time to breath deeply Karen, deep breaths in and out.

I know how it is Karen, i do the rocking thing most nights, it is very soothing, please chat to me, get things out of your head, otherwise they will go round and round.

Hugs again. 🙂

how about we spend the rest of the night with me telling you all the good things you have done 🙂

Positive traits

• kind
• caring
• loving
• mother
• friend
• renovator
• mechanic
• reliable
• helpful
• sacrificing
• beautiful
• strong
• worthy
• heroic

how is that for a list off the top of my head?

i will continue all night if i have to Karen. you do so much, you sacrifice so much and you give so much, i hope you can allow others to help one day 🙂

My angel, i will always be here for you, when times are good and bad. always.

you are awsome Karen, the things you do for your girls, the things you do for me, it really touches my heart.

remember when mum got sick, you where going to travel all this way to support a stranger? remember? you are a beatufil soul Karen, so kind and caring. you have given me more than anyone else has given me, hope.