catching up

Karen, you are always in my thoughts, but more so tonight, please reach out to life line tonight please. i am worried about your safety, just chat to them, you don't need to tell them where you are, you need to get things off your mind.

Hugs my angel, i so wish i could be their holding your hand, holding you tight, letting you know everything is alright, hey that rhymes!!!!! 🙂

Try to have a cry Karen, get the emotions out.

i am here for you anytime Karen, just let me know what you need.

you are the light of my life Karen, literally, you are the reason i am alive today 🙂

thanks to your kindness and caring nature, you have helped me through so many tough times.

hugs my angel, my princess.

you so need to see what i see in you Karen, it is so wonderful, so spectacular, i just wish i could get you to see it 🙂

My angel i will always be here to support you, to hold your hand, we would be too scared of each other in real life 🙂 so weird, i find it to hard to speak to women, and you find it to hard to speak to men.

My angel, we will be friends always, you have a place in my heart now Karen, a peice of me has been replaced by you. i feel so blessed to have you in my life, i will always feel this way.

hugs my angel. you are so worthy of life, love and kindness, your girls seem to fill that part fo your life now, nurture them, help them heal and you will heal yourself.

Karen i will always be a positive part of your life, like you are in mine, the things i see you go through break my heart, i so wish you could have a wonderful life with the girls, i do hope when your house is finished you and the girls can have your own little slice of heaven. seeing the pic you posted, i think that house and beautiful surroundings is just what you and the girls need.

hugs my angel, i am really tired, please call life line if you need some professional help, and please let me know in the morning you are safe.

Good night my sweet friend. hugs 😄

Jacques

Hi my angel,

OMG i forgot Smart and intelligent from the list of positives, how rude of me !!!!!!!

Well it is bucketing down here, the room with the leaks looks like a waterfall, we have 8 towels trying to soak up the mess, every time i try to fix it i seem to make things worse. i really don't know what to do.

How are you this morning my angel? i do hope you managed a little rest, hugs again my angel, yesterday was really rough for you, but i hope today can bring a little light into your life.

My angel, you do know i will always be here for you right? we have a bond now that can't be broken, you are always in my thoughts, always, this morning i was lying in bed and all i could think about was you, with all the panic attacks, you where the one who calmed me down, who helped me through.

hugs my angel, please be kind to yourself.

Jacques

Oh my angel,

I am so sorry, it is so hard to face things when you have not got some rest.

Karen, please i beg of you, packup the girls and go out for the day, go to your house, to the park, somewhere other than near your mother. please Karen i beg of you.

You do need to geto ut of that situation, she it just trying to control you, the staring is another form of abuse, it saddens me and makes me really upset to see you being treated like this, you don't deserve to be abused, i so wish i could help you Karen.

Yes the room has carpet, we are desperatly trying to keep it away form the carpet. i don't know how to fix it.

My angel, i will be here all day for you, just tell me what i can do,

hugs my angel

Jacques