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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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outlanderSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 8:40 am AEDT

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Morning @Snowie
I hope your pdoc appt goes well and meds can be sorted out for you. I hope you stay out over easter as well thats not really an unreasonable ask as long as you can keep safe.
Thats good about your hubby too hope it goes well for him and it helps both of you

Big hugs ❤

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Sans911Senior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 10:11 am AEDT

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Good morning sweetie @Snowie. It's actually cold here this morning. But despite my reluctance, I have to get up for my walk.

I'm glad you're seeing your pdoc today. Try to stay safe hun xxx

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Jojo2Senior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 10:21 am AEDT

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hi everyone @Snowie@Sans911@outlander@Faith-and-Hope@Bunniekins

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 10:46 am AEDT

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@Jojo2 Hi Jojo2 how is your day going?

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 12:09 pm AEDT

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Hi @Jojo2 ....👋 thanks for the call-out.

Hi @Bunniekins .....👋

Hope your appointment goes well @Snowie. Thinking of you ..... 💜❄️💕

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outlanderSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 1:34 pm AEDT

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Hi @Jojo and everyone

@Snowie hoping your appt went well despite it being draining. Still sitting with you

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SnowieSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 1:56 pm AEDT

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Morning @Jojo2, how are you. So nice to see you making your way around the forums

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 2:01 pm AEDT

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@Faith-and-HopeHi Faith-and-Hope 😄

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SnowieSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 2:08 pm AEDT

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Ok here goes.

Saw pdoc this morning, hubby insisted on coming which was ok but wasn't as open with him as I probably have been in the past. Told him of the issues I was still having. His solution was to up a med in the morning, give it to me again at lunchtime and then double my prn dosage. I see him again next Friday.

I'm sorry but WTF. Just keep drugging me till I have no memory, concentration or idea of what is going on. And then that word I hate, WAIT.

Wait for the meds to work

Wait for the increase in meds to work

Wait to see if that helps with me SH/SI thoughts.

Wait for the DBT program leader to let me know when I can start the course

Wait for my psych to come back from holidays.

Just wait for the whole world to continue and myself stuck in a spot with nowhere to go.

I was so upset coming out that if I was by myself I think I would have finished it then and there. Even now, all I want to do it go do something and never return. I am sick and tired of waiting. I am tired of being that burden to people, tired of Hubby having to take time off work because of me. I am just tired of this whole MI. I want to go and never return.

I have had enough of living this tortured existence. I do not want to live this way any longer. I am over waiting. I am over going backward, I am over it all.

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outlanderSenior Contributor28 Mar 2018, 2:14 pm AEDT

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Oh dear @Snowie thats not really an ideal outcome
I hope the med changes help even just a little bit. The waiting game really sucks!
Whendoes your psych get back? Do they know when dbt will start up for you?
Please keep safe ❤

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