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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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It’s good she has independent living @Snowie

Can you go for a drive with h and maybe have a coffee somewhere nice?

❤️

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Thanks @Emelia8 but I don't feel strong. Unfortunately it brings on lots of thoughts 😞

I know I need to put me first. It is just hard getting 'shot down' all the time. It is not the first time she has said these things to me and I am sure it won't be the last.

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I don't think I could live with her @Eve7 if she didn't live independently.

Going to head to bed soon. Think that might be best for tonight.

I hope you are feeling a little better hun, hoping that soup has helped.

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I am of to bed too @Snowie

Hope you can sleep ok. My soup was yummy and my 5 hot lemon drinks have helped....I have to work tomorrow and see pdoc.

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Okay then @Eve7 ... glad the soup and lemon drinks have helped with the lurgy. Here's hoping an early night and good sleep will allow you to awaken in the morning feeling much better and ready to tackle another week at work.

Sending much love to you.

Emelia 😊💤💓🤗

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Glad the soup and drinks have helped hun @Eve7 I hope your work goes well tomorrow and so does your pdoc appointment.

Hope you can get some sleep too sweetheart.

Talk tomorrow 💞💞

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You're a treasure @Emelia8

Thank you...here's hoping your week goes well.

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Anyone around?

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Yes, but busy doing things, so could be delays for responses.

Are you okay @Snowie ?

Emelia 🌷

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I got a call from my psychologist's office. She can fit me in tomorrow.

I am so anxious and nervous about it. I hope she is the right fit for me. I am so worried that she won't be as good as my last psychologist. I know I am worrying about things out of my control but I just can't stop.

I spoke to my pdoc today. He suggested hospital again. I can't do that to my family.

I am not having a good day. SH has ruined my day, I just have no energy left to deal with things.

When someone says they are contemplating suicide because of your decisions then what I am meant to think. Perhaps I am just better going.

Sorry, I don't want to put this on anyone, I just need to get it out.

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