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Just going to leave you a lot of love and some more of those squishy hugs @Snowie Give Izzy a cuddle from me too and feel her love and warmth. We got you sweetheart - whenever you need

💜🌷❄️💕 @Snowie ....

So in awe of what you have achieved Hon ..... let the truth do its own talking from here ..... it will be the only thing that makes any sense, and will be seen for what it is despite all the denials in the world. Once it's out there, it can't be put back under a rock.

You have been amazingly strong, and now, as you can feel, it's time to rest and be gentle with you .....

So proud of your H too ..... standing right by you ❣️

Gentke hugs from me tonight @Snowie. I hope you're sleeping .....

Spoke to my mum just before. She was in tears. My brother is denying that nothing ever happened. She has spoken to him quite a few times today. She told me that he is devastated.

Way to go to increase my guilt feelings.

She wants to know what happened so she can decide if she sees him or not.

I said again that I am not ready to talk about it but she just won't give in.

This is just becoming a big mess and too hard. I am wishing now I didn't say anything in the first place.

Anyone around?

My b has denined everything and says nothing happened. Mum said she is believing him. I said that was her choice. I told her what age I was and that he SA me. She no doubt will ring him up and ask him, and he will deny it.

I am so upset, so hurt, so everything.

I think I need a break from reality