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@Snowie 💙💙💙

Darling @Snowie never, ever be sorry you aren't here. You're going through especially long, difficult times and have been for quite a while. It's perfectly ok and I think anyone here would understand that and be alright with it all. We just want to see you move on from this darkness that threatens to consume you and see you have a life worth living. Just to see you now and then under the support button or to give us a brief update is all I would ever expect and I'm sure others share the same expectations.<br><br>I'm so sorry that CTT isn't that helpful for you. But you're a very private person too, so unless you're open with them it's a difficult situation. That's not a judgement on you either hun, just an observation. CTT has been very good for me, mostly because I have a good case manager/mh nurse. Mind you it's taken a very long time to trust him and be open and honest about what is happening for &amp; with me. Really nice to hear that H is being so supportive of you. And please don't think of the things that you do as bad. It's your coping strategies that give you control when everything else seems out of control. Not ideal but in time you will have new coping strategies that aren't so self destructive. You are so loved by so many people here sweetie and we will stay by your side to support you through this horrid time. You matter a great deal to me personally and so many others. Just do what you need to do, try anything that's offered that might be helpful and hopefully soon there will be a way forward. Much love and hugs.

@Snowie 💙💙💙
hearing you, sending heaps of hugs and much love