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Hi @AuntGlow

I do have positive experiences, like everyone does. Yes connecting to them can help.

Unfortunately those bad experiences can be overwhelming.

I emailed my pdoc yesterday and told him how I felt. Haven't heard back yet. He's probably busy.

Just spoke to LL. They were useless.

Thanks anyway, it doesn't matter.

Hey @Snowie

hi @tyme hope all is well

I'm just catching up on the forums and saw you @Snowie . Good to see you.

Have you been up to much?

no @tyme went to doctors and shop early this morning to avoid people. It's quiet then.

otherwise been either in bed or on the couch

I understand and you are still absolutely allowed to feel all that you are feeling too. @Snowie 💛

I hope your pdoc gets back to you soon, and I am sorry to hear you didn't feel supported during your call.

What do you think you might need in this moment?

I need my brain to stop @AuntGlow I need a break from it.

So much buried within

They didn't even ask

Been trying to do some journaling.

They always say reach out but sometimes I wonder why I even bother

It just makes it hurt more

Aww @Snowie ,

Hearing you. I hear your hurt and your pain at the moment. Sometimes, it can feel like a revolving door or pain, and it can feel like it doesn't matter, but YOU matter.

We care about you and you have loved ones that care about you.

I know today was feeling quite vulnerable for you @Snowie, and I am wondering how you're feeling today?

Also, how did journaling go? 💛