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Thanks @Eve7

I rushed around this morning doing everything so I can have some 'relax' time now.

How are you?

Doing the same as you today @Snowie

Now have aged care coming out to assess mum tomorrow.

Had to cancel my appt. with the SW so I can be there for it.

Needed that appt.

So sorry you’ve had to cancel your SW @Snowie to assist your mother. I hope she has the decency to show some gratitude.

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So the aged care appt. went ok. Just another person saying they are going to do this and that. Will believe it when I see it. They have said that we need another appt. with someone else, another assessment.

Also trying to work out her private health cover as they are saying she is not covered for her upcoming surgery when she should be.

Also trying to get respite.

Finally got her second appt. with the memory clinic. Not till December but I guess it is something.

I'm not dealing with things that good. I'm overwhelmed by what is happening. H away at the moment so have no one. Both D and S at work. I don't see the psych till next Wed. The tears won't stop.

Oh @Snowie it sounds like there's so much going on that you've had to handle. It's a lot.

You've been so giving in the care you're providing for your mum, I know it's exhausting. Do you think all these appointments will lead to her being eligible for more care soon?

I hear how overwhelming it is, I hope that having a good cry helps you release some of this. I'm sitting with you

Thanks @Ru-bee

I hope she can get some more care.

I can't do this on my own.

I just want to curl up and forget everything.

It's too hard

I hope so too @Snowie it really sounds like you both need it

Are you able to take some time tonight and just block the world out for a little bit? Put on a movie or blast some music or something and just let yourself forget about everything even for just a moment?

I'm trying to block out everything @Ru-bee

I've put a movie on to try and distract myself

I want to take my meds and just go to sleep but I can't, I have to pick S up from work later on.

The thoughts are just screaming at me.

If the thoughts are that loud, maybe it'd be a good idea to reach out and call for some extra support. What do you think @Snowie?