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Hi @Snowie sending lots of love and support to you today.

I hope your mother can stay out of your way tonight while you entertain the teenagers.

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Thanks @Eve7

She already saw S this morning so think she will stay away.

How are you going today?

Having internet issues today @Snowie

I saw my pdoc yesterday and I don’t know why she bothers with me but I thanked her for being so patient.

Thats a bummer @Eve7 especially if you have uni work to do.

I often think that about my pdoc and psych too. That I'm just a dollar sign to them. Just this useless person who keeps ending up in hospital.

I try to remind myself that they do care. I'm sure your pdoc does care about you too. It's just hard for us to believe it sometimes.

That’s why I stopped seeing my psych @Snowie plus the cost of seeing both. I’ve told pdoc I won’t come next year but I’ll probably book in a few appointments and make them more spread out. I see her weekly at present but I just can’t afford that next year. Time to put on my big girl pants!!

It does get expensive @Eve7 I know it does with both my psych and pdoc.

Yes we need to put our big girls pants on and try to help ourselves. But at the same time having that external help does not mean we are weak. It takes courage to admit we might just need that extra bit of help.

I know I need help @Snowie . I just don’t want it to be so often.

I can understand that @Eve7 Not wanting to rely on them so much.

I think I go through stages. Sometimes I need that extra support weekly, other times I feel a bit more safe/secure that I can stretch it out. It can be a hard one to determine too, especially when you have to book quite a bit in advance.

So survived the weekend.

Might not be a big deal for some, but being around people so much without any down time was a big deal for me.

Finally have some time to myself now.

Well done @Snowie that was a big achievement.

I hope today goes well for you 🩵🩵