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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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I just pray that when my time is up, it won’t be my undoing but something else. A long life isn’t something I crave for anyways, I would accept when my time is to come @Snowie

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I can understand that reasoning @creative_writer I hope it's not my undoing either.

I am glad you are still here hon, you bring so much to me and others on here.

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@Snowie I don’t even know how I’m still here. I just want the pain to end.

You mean so much to me too 💖

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Well I'm glad you are still here @creative_writer and I'm sure there are lots of others that think the same way.

Have you got anything planned for the rest of the day?

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@Snowie the body flashback thing returned 😔

I really should be working on my essay plan but have no motivation right now. I guess I’ll try slowly slowly

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Thats not good @creative_writer I know they affect you a lot.

I hope you get some of your essay plan done. All you can do is try. Sometimes we just have to write the day off.

Got to take S to work soon. Luckily he only works about 5 mins away.

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@Snowie I’m sorry for being so low, I’ve just been feeling so fed up lately.

5 mins is very close. What do you plan to do after you drop him off?

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No need to be sorry @creative_writer We all have those times where we are low.

There have been plenty of times where I needed that extra help, I'm glad to be able to give it back.

Have already dropped him off. Well actually he drove down and I hung on!!

Just sitting down having a coffee. Hubby and D out too so actually enjoying the time at home by myself. Haven't had it since I got home.

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@Snowie I’m always afraid people will get sick of me. I wish I could be the glue for other people, but right now I’m just falling apart. There is this guilt. It feels like I should be giving support, not be on the receiving end. It’s hard not to feel like a burden. I don’t even know what I need, I’m so confused. Im trying to find answers but I see nothing.

A coffee sounds nice. I had my afternoon matcha earlier today. My stomach can’t tolerate too much coffee so I don’t drink it after breakfast. I found a nicer tasting matcha lately but it’s more expensive than my older one. You can really tell the difference in quality

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Sorry @creative_writer D just got home so finding out about her day.

We will never get sick of you hon. We all have those days where we need that extra support.

I totally understand the guilt and feeling like we are always having to get that help.

Personally there have been numerous times where you have helped me. Not realising, you have been helping me today hon.

If I am addicted to anything it is coffee!! I probably drink too much in a day. I am fussy on my brand of coffee and will go for a more expensive one. We all need those little treats in our life!

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