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@Snowie I hope that support from forum friends is helpful for you at the moment. Maybe try the helpcentre again later if you were unable to get through unless your need is urgent in which case you can always contact a crisis service such as Lifeline or the Suicide Callback service. Again, take care.

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 for sitting with me

@Sans911I have eaten and drank something. I had to feed the kids. They are still awake so my mask is on.

I know what you will all say to this so don't bother, BUT

I feel guilty for reaching out on here, guilty for you all to be sitting here with me, guilty for taking that time away from others. I know it is my MI talking.........

@Former-MemberI will wait for the HC chat

@Snowie I felt like that yesterday and last night Hon - and I didn't connect here which did not help me one little bit. You know how hard it is for me to reach out and I know it is the same for you - and that is precisely why we are all here for you because we would rather sit with you through this tough period than you being on your own - because we care deeply for you Hon

Still too hard @Zoe7, I need to go.

I am sorry everyone, I don't want to upset anyone.

I am being to needy

@Sans911thank you, your words are eveything to me

I understand @Snowie but please know we are here for you and with you even when you cannot be here yourself. Please stay safe Hon - GN1 is all we both need to achieve tonight - we got this!

Hi @Snowie. I don't think there is anyone on chat so do try again if the timing suits you.

@Snowie please utilise the SANE helpline either phone or chat - it has helped you before and we both know how much it can change where we are currently sitting when we can't connect on the forum.

here for you anytime too @Snowie

@Snowie

...listening to you without words needed Hon...