My special place

@Snowie Sending hugs... 💙

Hoping you have a better day today @Snowie

Sending you lots of love

Good morning @Snowie

I hope today is ok for you. I’ll be around if you need company.

💜💜

Why is it when we reach out for help we feel like an imposter. Did it twice today and felt the same. That I am not worthy of it 😢

Oh @Snowie sorry that that has been your experience today 😞 can you try the sane helpline??

here if you wanna chat

@Bow I haven't tried them. I wish they never got rid of their chat. Not saying the others didn't help, but that feeling of not being 'bad' enough creeps into my head. To leave the line open for others.

I emailed my pdoc to see if I can increase my prn.

@Snowie Yeah I have struggled with the sane chat not being available. They did say that they are working on getting it back up and running but they had to employ more staff- I reckon a lot of the staff were moved to the GS program.

im sorry you were made to feel that way too. That’s never nice and you have every right to support as the next person.

@Bow I wasn't made to feel that way, I guess it is more of how I feel. I guess you doubt yourself for calling, thinking I'm not as bad as I think I am. That I am blowing things out of proportion. I doubt that it will ever be back on line.

@fluffylight thanks. Easy to say, hard to believe.

My life just seems feels nonexistent

You're right it is easy to say I acknowledge that @Snowie hoping some part of you can move towards believing it.

I am here to hold space and chat if you like 🙂

Nonexistent.. I know how that feels for me, I wonder how it is for you?