My special place

It makes me feel not present @fluffylight that I am just existing and not living. Just a waste of my life.

Hmm yes I kind of feel similar when life/I feel nonexistent @Snowie It's really hard to have these thoughts and feelings.. for me it brings me down and depleted and I don't want to do anything.

Its really great that you are talking about it here, I'm sorry that reaching out for help today came with imposter feelings 💛

I haven't done anything today @fluffylight which I know is my MI talking to me. I have no motivation at all.

A lot of what I want to say can't be said on here, and I respect that. I don't want to upset or trigger anyone else.

My go to is normally journalling @fluffylight I have tried that today and a few other things. I have written things down and thrown it out before. It can help at times.

There is nothing I feel like doing today. I wish there was. I wish I could just shrug all of this off. Stop complaining, stop everything.

@fluffylight I don't know what else to do, say or go. Just tired of fighting against myself.

❤️ @Snowie

The only battle thats worth, the battle with/within ourself.

But the same battle that brings us to a low.

The fight is worth it because you are so worth it ❤️

I acknowledge how tired it is to keep fighting yourself, I think its so unfair sometimes but we deserve to be better and come out of the darkness, I promise you there is light ⭐

@fluffylight thanks for thinking that.

The darkness just pulls me in. It is suffocating. It has been for the last few days. The exhaustion just takes over.