My special place

He has never reacted poorly in the past @Jynx I know it is more what I think then what he will think. I guess I see myself that way and it is hard to change your own beliefs about yourself.

I know he needs to know. I am aware that I need his help in order to keep safe. I guess it is just a hard topic to bring up.

@Snowie Mm it is definitely tricky to change our self-perception, but thankfully not impossible.

Perhaps writing it down could help? Or at least letting him know there's something you wanna tell him but you're struggling to do so. He might be able to guess the rest.

He might @Jynx

I have told him things before and he has been ok with it. I know he cares. I am lucky to have him, I know that. Many people don't even have that.

Going to head to bed now. Thanks for the chat and for keeping me company.

@Snowie nighty night hun. Hope sleep finds you swiftly 💜

Good night @Snowie you are a very kind person. Please remember that.

I hope you sleep well @Snowie

@Snowie You are amazing - you made it through 10 WEEKS without your supports. I know you said you ended up somewhere you didn't want to be over the weekend, but you still made it. Huge congratulations @Snowie 💙 👋

I'm sorry the lack of sleep is still troubling you and contributing to your struggles. Sending wishes for you...

Thanks @NatureLover wishing you a good day today.

Got my blood results back. All ok except for a few levels that are low. Told that I need to increase my intake. That won't be happening.

Have to see a specialist on Friday to get booked in for a Gastroscopy.

Email pdoc yesterday. He got back to me and mentioned ECT again. Really don't want to go down that path.

It’s good that most of them were ok @Snowie.

Im now starting to understand the difficulty with intake.

It’s good your Pdoc got back to you. I guess only you can make that decision.

Sitting with you through it all