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Thanks @Sans911 @outlander but I can't talk about it, too hard basket.

How are you both going today? @outlander I am assuming you are home now?

@Sans911did you do something nice for yourself this afternoon?

ok @Snowie but we are here if you do want to talk about it even if its only one part of it. better than it bubbling away inside.

yes im home now, been home since about 5ish. seems the day never ends here.

what did you get up to this arvo?

hi @Faith-and-Hope@Sans911

@Sans911We make these friendships on here that are hard because we wish we could do so much more. Nothing is off limits hun, you can talk about anything/everything with me. It is definitely me not wanting to unload everything onto my forum family. Even though I know what you will say, I guess I just don't want my problems to create any problems/triggers for you all. I think it is hard not to feel that way sometimes.

@outlanderabove for you two. Glad you are home now

I understand @Snowie and I am sorry if I misinterpreted anything. Yes, you will know what I will say, so I won't. And it's hard because, yes, there are so many limitations. It would be so great just to come and get you, take you out for a hot chocolate or whatever, and let you talk, and cry, and laugh, and cry some more. This way is easier, yet harder.

Well, you know I am around. All it takes is a tag, ok? Anytime. How is your reward system going, or not lol?

@Snowieyes it is hard not to feel like that however we do want to know whats going on for you, that is the joys of friendships too. we genuinely care about you, no judgements here. we can talk, discuss, laugh cry whatever. triggers are always around but that is for the individual to worry about. we all know our limits on here and if we didnt want to talk and ask how are then we wouldnt. please if something is bothering you, then do talk and we can see how we can help. your not alone in any of this ok

@Sans911no need to apologise, I don't think you misinterpreted anything, I just think it is hard on here sometimes when you can only go by words. Ohhh how I would love that. If we could meet I'd be on a plane tonight!! Reward system is still going but lacking in some stars

When I was in hospital, one of the groups was a discussion group on self worth. In that group I spoke up and said I was feeling bad because I was taking someone's else's place in hospital, that their problems were bgger than mine, that I was not worthy of the bed. It was sad encouraging to see how many people agreed with my statement and felt the same way. I think perhaps we all might feel like this at times.

I know you are here hun and I thank you for that.

@outlanderI know hun and so many times I have written it down and then deleted it, worrying about posting it. I know it is silly but I just struggle with it so much

i know @Snowie just know we are here whenever you need. try not to let it fester inside too much

and that is one of your concerns, nothing silly about it.