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@Snowieinjuries/illness are way to unpredictable and people have different pain tolerance levels too. no way are you a bad mother. what sport does he play?

@Sans911im not a fan of cruise ships, but it sounds like a good experience in the form of learning and nursing experience. were you an RN with alot of experince or still more in training/out of uni?

ouch, i wouldnt want a frozen shoulder! is that the one that you hurt more recently/flare up?

haha @Sans911 abit descriptive there lol. your poor other cat!

goodnight @Snowiei hope your able to rest tonight

wow that is amazing- go you! @Sans911 superwoman indeed- you dont need a cape

It is only today that I think I have things under control enough to write about Thursday.

Pdoc went ok. Was clinical as usual. As I said earlier, keep my meds that same levels. Spoke about my tiredness during the day but he doesn't want to lower them as it might not be safe for me now. So just have to deal with the tiredness for now. Had a few work cover things I had to speak to him about and got them sorted. Asked about my SH and SI and was honest with him.

Then a few hours break and had Psych appt. Spoke about the DBT course coming up and a few other things but cannot go into detail on here. Was a hard session in the nature of the topics but got through it. Spoke also about my lack of reaching out to helping people when unhelpful thoughts overtake my mind. This is a work in progress.

I feel very stuck, much like on a pause button at the moment waiting for an intake appt. for DBT. There are a few things that need to be worked out in my normal life and I don't feel I can move forward until this appt. has happened and I find exact dates for DBT. So for now I am trying to tell myself that it is ok not to have the answers I need now, am trying to practice waiting patiently.

Today and tomorrow seems to be filled with kids sport. Slept well last night so hopefully that helps out with today. Still not much in a "talking to other people irl" mood so dropping them off will have to be enough for today.

@outlander@Sans911@Faith-and-Hopewill tag you but thanks to anyone who comes by and reads this.

💐💜❄️💕 @Snowie .....

@Snowie- being stuck is hard. reaching out is hard. waiting is hard. everything is hard my sister. but you have reached out here, and sometimes you don't. yes, it is a work in progress. little steps sister. little steps.

Thanks to all

@Sans911stuck is hard but I know it is noth forever.

Sometimes life is all about our hopes, dreams, and doing things. Other days it is just about putting one foot in front of the other, and that is okay.

Baby steps!

hey @Snowie how r u tonight?