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I’m really sorry things aren’t going well @Snowie. I’m thinking of you

Sorry you feel like you failed @Snowie

Can you make another appt just in case, for a few days away, then you can decide whether to keep it closer to the date?

Sending you hugs and wishes 💙

Thanks all,

I just looked, I can't get into seeing a gp until mid way through next week. I see my psych next Tuesday so might as well just wait for that appointment. I am more likely to talk to her about things anyway.

I just want someone to connect with, to ring if I need extra help, to meet people in the community that have struggles like I do. To have somewhere to go if things get bad. It doesn't seem that difficult. All I have found so far is on line groups due to covid. I hate sitting in front of a computer and talking to people. It feels so impersonal.

I am so angry

Angry at myself, angry at others around me, angry at the world.

And then I get angry at myself for being so angry.

It feels like a vicious circle.

I'm scaring my kids and myself.

Dear @Snowie Anger is a survival emotion. Its not always bad. Not sure exactly what is going on for you, but sending calming warm thoughts ... and hope you can catch some ...

My dear @Snowie - I hear the built up anger you are feeling right now.

Please be gentle with yourself. As @Appleblossom mentioned, anger is survival emotion. It is not WRONG to feel this way.

If anyone hasn't had this anger, be the first to tell me. As far as I know, I have certainly experienced it. Only yesterday in fact.

Does it make me a 'lesser' person - no, i don't think so.

I hope you can be kind to yourself tonight.

We care very much about you.

Thank you @Appleblossom

@tyme I know it's not wrong to feel this way but I am struggling to control it. It is scary. I can't stop the tears. I am hiding away from everyone.

I just want to take my meds and go to bed but I can't. I have to wait to pick up daughter from work.

That would be nice @Bow

Might help us both 💗