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My special place

SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:51 am AEDT

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 Feb 2023, 8:15 pm AEDT

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Sending you lots of love @Snowie. My thoughts are with you.

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Eve7Senior Contributor18 Feb 2023, 8:16 pm AEDT

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Love to you @Snowie

💜💜💜💜💜

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Feb 2023, 8:49 pm AEDT

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@Snowie

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Eve7Senior Contributor19 Feb 2023, 7:53 pm AEDT

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Hi @Snowie I hope your family visit has gone well today.

Thinking of you 💜💙

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SnowieSenior Contributor19 Feb 2023, 9:10 pm AEDT

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My life just isn't worth it.

I pray tonight's tonight.

I struggle with this since everything has been taken of me.

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TABSenior Contributor19 Feb 2023, 9:14 pm AEDT

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Talk to someone @Snowie

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tymeModerator19 Feb 2023, 9:19 pm AEDT

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Hey @Snowie ,

Are you home or still in hospital?

I'm hearing there's a big struggle tonight.

Anything you'd like to talk about?

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Eve7Senior Contributor19 Feb 2023, 11:24 pm AEDT

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Your life is worth it @Snowie I hope you’re asleep now and that tomorrow morning’s ECT helps to bring some relief.

Hugs 💜🫂💜

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BowSenior Contributor20 Feb 2023, 8:01 am AEDT

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Hey @Snowie hope that you are doing as ok as you can be under the current circumstances. I hope you have kind and caring nurses on

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SnowieSenior Contributor20 Feb 2023, 2:12 pm AEDT

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I'm sorry if I worried anyone. I'm just at the point where I don't know why I am doing all of this. The ECT, the med changes, the stay in hospital just seems so pointless. I am at the stage where I just want my mind and body to quit, to give up on this life.

The nurses have been really nice but I just have so much trouble getting my thoughts out. They feel trapped inside of me.

It looks like I will be in hospital for awhile yet. I can't see the pdoc letting me out anytime soon.

Thanks to everyone for your messages of support. I appreciate them. Wishing everyone a good day.

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