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Hi @Snowie

You're in the right place to keep you safe. I hope you start to feel better soon.

❤️

Thanks @hanami

Just have to let others in and let them help me.

I don't want to be in here but know I am safer in here then at home.

Sending lots of love @Snowie

💜🧡🤗🧡💜

You are in my thoughts @Snowie. This may work out to be the change you need.

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@Snowie wrote:

I'm just at the point where I don't know why I am doing all of this. The ECT, the med changes, the stay in hospital just seems so pointless. I am at the stage where I just want my mind and body to quit, to give up on this life.

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Sorry to hear, @Snowie 😞

Well done for going through this, in the hope that things can improve with the meds change. I know you're not feeling any hope at the moment, but meds changes are rough. I am crossing fingers that the new meds work much better for you.

In the meantime you are in the best and safest place 💙

Hi @Snowie ,

How are you?

Thinking about you tonight @Snowie and hoping that’s soon you’ll be feeling up to checking in.

Lots of love

💜🤗💜💙💜🤗💜

Thanks everyone for the support @Eve7 @tyme @NatureLover @Captain24 @hanami @outlander and anyone else following along.

Today is my husbands and mine 21st Wedding Anniversary and I am stuck in here and cannot see him today. I feel like I have let him down.

I spoke to the pdoc yesterday after ECT and my meds are still getting changed. I also opened up a little bit to a nurse last night which helped a bit. I just seem to get caught up in the same things over and over again. I don't want to be here but I know I need to be here in order to stay safe.

I'm sorry I haven't been keeping up with how others are going. I hope there has been some joyful parts in your day. I think I might go sit in the courtyard for a bit since it is a lovely day outside.

Take care all.

hey @Snowie . Thank you for the update.

I want to wish you congrats on your anniversary. Even though it’s hard for you today.

Im glad you are beginning to open up

a little bit. We all want you safe and well.

Thinking of you today on your 21st Anniversary @Snowie

Keep on keeping on hon…you’re getting there 💜