My special place

@amber22 I don't know when I am going in yet. Because it is through work cover everything has to be signed off on. Then once that all happens it depends on when they have availability. My pdoc wants it ASAP and I think at this stage it needs to be. Not sure how long I can keep going like this. Truth be told I don't want too.

I am just watching the tennis this afternoon. Have made a nice nest on the couch with blanket, dog and some things to try and keep my hands and brain occupied.

Totally understandable @Snowie I am here with you while you are feeling like this, and hoping that you are able to go into the hospital soon. That sounds like a good idea to be doing this afternoon. Is it cold where you are? It was so hot yesterday for me and it is now raining and freezing!

I am in VIC @amber22 so it is cold here today. We have seemed to have 4 seasons in the last few days. Two days ago I had the air con on and now I could put the heater on!! I hope you have some nicer weather coming in the next few days.

The dog is curled up under the blanket too making a little nest for herself. I am listening to her snore. It certainly is a dogs life!!

I hope so too!! I loved the sun coming out yesterday, but it is nice to curl up under a blanket when it's cold @Snowie

Awww very cute!! What is your dogs name? ❤️

My dogs name is Izzy @amber22

She is a cavoodle and really is a spoilt child!!

My son has allergies so we had to get a dog that is low shedding, so she is an inside dog.

I love curling up under the blanket, especially when I can make it a safe space. Think I will probably stay here most of the day.

Aww very cute!! Izzy is such a lovely name ❤️ I'm glad that she can bring you some comfort with everything going on. Sitting with you @Snowie

Thanks @amber22 💗

Thanks everyone for your support. It makes this ride not as lonely.

Things are starting to escalate again. I'm going to try to reach out for help, I can't seem to handle it myself. My own mind plays tricks on me, tells me it's time to go.

Hugs @Snowie , and sitting with you xxx

Hold on tight @Snowie you are one very precious person.

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How did you go this morning hon? Thinking of you 💜🤗💜