My special place

Sorry Hon - just feeding the fur babies but here now @Snowie

Hey @Snowie,

I know I am late to your message, are you still on? Happy to sit with you for a while, no expectations, just a friend x

We are sitting with you @Snowie . I hear you are struggling. I have sent you a check in email.

@Snowie

Please stay safe my dear friend

💜🤗💜🤗💜

@Snowie I hope you can stay safe 💙

Still haven't spoken to H, Just too hard. I called my psych and pdoc and left messages. Haven't heard back.

Not going good

Hey @Snowie ,

Sorry I missed you last night! I am new to Sane and replied to your post last night but I think you had already logged off 😔.

Speaking to others, especially those who are close to us is SOOOOOOOO hard. Is there something in particular stopping you from sharing with H?

I am here for awhile so I would love to sit with you tonight xx

@Former-Member

Hi @Former-Member

It is nice to meet you. I did see your post but only this morning. I ended up making myself sleep last night.

I just don't want to be judged by H or him think differently of me. I know he wouldn't but my mind is telling me he will and stopping me from telling him. I don't want him to have to worry about me either.

Thanks for sitting with me. Things are just spiraling out of control and I can't seem to do anything about it.

Yep, I hear you. It is scary when you are balancing your own needs and the needs of someone you love. It can feel like you're in constant battle with it and that can be exhausting.

Spirals are really difficult to maneuver out of. I know that sometimes when I have spiraled (also trying to balance my own needs and the needs of those I love) it seems like the same narrative and the same arguments and they go in circles. Is this what it feels like for you too??

Minds are tricksters and will play you. It is hard to get out of the storm sometimes. Is there something, someone or even a thought that has been a lifeboat in the storm for you before??

@Former-Member

Everything is going in circles @Former-Member

It is hard to get out of this. I just find myself not wanting to put up with it anymore. I think we get to a point where the seems to be no exit from these thoughts.

I have taken my meds already and am going to try and get some sleep.