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It just hurts

Unknown userMember25 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm AEDT

It just hurts

How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.

It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low.
Sorry.
And thank you for your time

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:14 pm AEDT

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@Former-MemberI here you and am sitting with you

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:17 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member i am so so sorry you are here with me. I wouldnt wish this on anybody every. I feel destroyed:( im sorry!

I am thankful to have someone like you ❤❤❤

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:22 pm AEDT

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@Former-Memberthere is no need to apologise hun, we get through how we can.

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:42 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member any plans of distraction for you tonight?
I hope you get some rest lovely ❤

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:50 pm AEDT

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@Former-MemberI have my coping box that I am going through and using a few things out of there to try and do some self care. That is really all I can do at this stage.

Will you be able to sleep?

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Unknown userMember30 Jan 2018, 11:58 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member i am glad you have your box:).
I think i should be able to sleep hopefully as long as no nightmares i should be ok *fingers crossed* but im not ready for bed yet still early here and it means another day will come faster! I really hope the night is to long for you ❤❤

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Unknown userMember31 Jan 2018, 12:03 am AEDT

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@Former-Memberare you in WA?

I hope you can sleep. I have leave home at 7:30 am anyway. Have a psychiatrist appt. in the morning

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Unknown userMember31 Jan 2018, 12:13 am AEDT

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@Former-Member yeah i am in WA saying its still earlys a dead give away i guess haha!!

Oh my lovely nell you need to try and get some rest as i think you said you drive to the city? In peek hour? Have you got some relaxing music to listen to? Or maybe colour in? Im not exactly sure what you are into.. do you have lavnder oil? Some say it works for them? I hope your appointment goes well tomorrow! I have my psych on monday next week then on wednesday i meet my new one with the 10 free session things.
*big squishy hugd*

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Unknown userMember31 Jan 2018, 12:17 am AEDT

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@Former-Memberwe are allowed to say what state we are in, just not exactly where we are from. So I can say I am in VIC but more country than city and that is still ok.

I have some music on, some oils burning and playing on my ipad atm. It will take over an hour to get there in the morning in peak hour traffic. Don't know how people do it every day!

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Unknown userMember31 Jan 2018, 12:25 am AEDT

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@Former-Member yeah im not sure either how they do it to be honest either, i hope you have a nive reward planed for yourself when or before you get back home. You are onto it already:) have you ever had a sleep hygine routine? I found it helpful for awhile and i am sure it would again possibly if i started following it again. I do hope you manage some sleep ❤❤❤

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