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How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.
It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low. Sorry. And thank you for your time
@Former-Member I'm sorry to hear that things are so hard right now. We're here to support you if we can. I'm sending you an email.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Minutes can seem like hrs @Former-Member its not a good place to be in at all. Why not keep making things your looking forward to? Plan something each day until it becomes natural...
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Unknown userMember
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@Former-Member thanks i have responded to email.
@outlander i have been going out with friends more and saying yes to hanging out when i really dont want to. Im struggling to leave the house unless it is a must. I just dont have the energy for much right now. It took me long enough to move from bed to couch. Ive got babysitting this arvo and i already want it to be over and home. I struggle to look forward to much at the moment even if its something i really love/want.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Have you thought about trying magnesium? @Former-Member its good for energy so maybe itll help you. Its not an overnight fix more like a few days/week but could be worth a shot? Its good youve been getting out with friends though. Trying to reconnect with others can help us too. Baby sitting is hard and draining but gives you something to do hey
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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oh my gosh i am so sorry @Former-Member i didnt mean to miss your post! im still going back through notifications. sorry! i hope your going as well as you can be
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Unknown userMember
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Thank you so much for bothering to respond, being acknowledged means a lot right now.
Hope you're doing okay. @outlander
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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your welcome @Former-Member ill always try to acknowledge people even if i dont have any answers becasue i think everyone is worth it . sometimes i do miss responses and takes me a little bit so if i miss you at any time i do apologise
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Unknown userMember
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Goodness it's been a busy night, hasn't it. How are you going @Former-Member? @
I should have been over to check in with you earlier, but I fell down a craft rabbit hole looking for a new project. I had to distract myself and craft project searches often help with that.
Hope you're going okay.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - where are you lil Sis? Missing you 🙁
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Unknown userMember
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I am so so so sorry!
For not taking your advice and reaching out just letting someone know, however today i did and she whooped my butt but she did it with love and kindness.
Am i out of the woods, no its it still incredibly hard...yes....but im not being i dont know what you call it but im doing best to use my supports and not be scared of them.
Ive been i a really dark dissconected place and its so hard to remember whats been going on its kinda seems like it was just black but i have no clue of my actions, and i feel i need to say sorry here incase i have done wrong or said wrong or hurt anybody or bein unhelpful in anyway or just plain not listing i am honestly sorry. Im not in a place i can go back and read at the moment as is may upset me, i will do but only when i am in a stronger place.
Thank you for listing to my babble and im sorry i dumped it here and not irl and i dont mean that in an offensive way i hope you can understand what i mean.
Again this darkness is teaching me some hard hard lessons but i am learning from them in the process and hopefully help myself grow
Please take care
Ps- i was gonna tag but it dosnt feel right im sure you all know who you are
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