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It just hurts

Unknown userMember25 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm AEDT

It just hurts

How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.

It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low.
Sorry.
And thank you for your time

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Unknown userMember19 Feb 2018, 9:57 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member good night sleep well!

@outlander corrected the issue didnt mean to hit post yet!!!!

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outlanderSenior Contributor19 Feb 2018, 9:58 pm AEDT

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oops we posted at the same time @Former-Member

would you like a distraction of some sort? or would you rather log off?

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Unknown userMember19 Feb 2018, 10:16 pm AEDT

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i wish i couldn nswer you honestly @outlander but i dont knowright now 😞 i dont want to steal you away from helping others and dealing with me at all. i get scared to chare whats really going on A im not sure how much i can chare and b i know everyne has own stufft to deal with. i dont know how much reach out actually helps and i feel so lost and not point even trying to find me ;( i will get by for not i guess its just the waitnig game( i hope i am not keeping you awake darl as i am aware of time for youxxxxxx

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outlanderSenior Contributor19 Feb 2018, 10:20 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member i am not the least bit sleepy. I dont sleep that much anyway and your not stealing me away. There ia plenty of me to share around ❤
We all get scared of our mh sometimes, we all worry about what we post, we all worry about being lost. Your not alone in any of this loveley.
How about sharing what your comfortable with.
Whats scareing or concerning you the most?

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Unknown userMember19 Feb 2018, 10:35 pm AEDT

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@outlander im a bit scared to drump it all on you hunni, and i know you mean nothing but good but its also not your responsiblity. i want to die so badly i am waiting on a few thing to fall in place i know its sounds awful i do. im just honestly giving up i have been fighting for so long i dont have anything left inside anymore the only way i am getting by is doing things i dont normally do at all in any way. i just dont wannt bring this on anybody else, especially you when i know how intense you battle is right now. thank you @outlander i mean it more than you will ever known

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outlanderSenior Contributor19 Feb 2018, 10:41 pm AEDT

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Have you tried dbt? Or ect? @Former-Member dbt is suppose to help with intense emotions such as what your experiencing now and ect doesnt sound pleasant but might be worth a shot?
Everyone has battles loveley and i dont mind being here for you. I am grateful that you are getting by. Each day is a blessing and one id rather share with you. I know you dont want to fight ao dont fight float a while meaning do the basics regroup look at other options then try and swim

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Unknown userMember19 Feb 2018, 10:47 pm AEDT

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@outlander i did a year long DBT course as out paitent and i am in no way ayting i learnt it all i that time because it takes refreshing i guess but before dbt i did a 6month emotion reglation group also ( same as dbt basucally) im not sayingi have learnt all or know all that is on offer but i have been in therapy for more of my life that i have not. i have been this way for awhile now since i joinded here. i dont have much to say coz i feel like i am argueing your pointsl. i m just doing the best i can get get by utill the time comes i guess until then it will be hard but i should prob shut my mouth about it

@outlander you have no idear how much i appreciate your time tonight lovely especailly when i know you are struggling so xxxxx

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TallihoeSenior Contributor19 Feb 2018, 10:47 pm AEDT

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Hi, @Former-Member

Tallihoe, I'm one of the moderators and I'm sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you now.

You have shown a lot of strength in coming to the forums and seeking help. It’s really important that you speak to someone about how you feeling.

Do you have someone you can speak to right now?

If not, we know some really helpful services. Unfortunately, we are not a crisis service, but some places you can call now for support are;

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

If in immediate danger: 000

If you are feeling suicidal, it’s really important to call one of the numbers above. You don’t deserve to go through this alone.

Please let me know that you are safe

Tallihoe

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outlanderSenior Contributor19 Feb 2018, 10:51 pm AEDT

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Your more than welcome @Former-Member ❤
Have you heard of ect? No talking apparently it changed chemicals in the brain but not too sure.

The main priority is to keep safe. Will you keep safe?

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Unknown userMember19 Feb 2018, 10:54 pm AEDT

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@Tallihoe i am honestly safe for tonight and i know this place isnt for crisis situations i am just venting how it is right now. But thank you for reminding me of such services and places for help if i need:)

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