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How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.
It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low. Sorry. And thank you for your time
@thanks outlander, i do hope you manage to get some sleep tonight, i am not so good at expressing it all . Just hope small person falls asleep soon!
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thats ok @Former-Member you learn to express yourself more as you go along and anyway we pick up and understand things quite quickly here ❤ Oh your in wa arent you? So ita around 830. Hoping little one goes to bed soon so you can too
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Unknown userMember
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@outlander 9pm now and asleep has a little trouble but all good and asleep! Im not sure i will follow to quickly although i should try coz ill be up early no doubt!! Yeah i guess i jusy really struggle to feel connected when so lost i.guess. ❤❤❤
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thats understandable @Former-Member and perfectly fine. All in good time ❤
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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Morning @Former-Member, hope you got some sleep last night and today has some good in it for you
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Unknown userMember
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I got about 4hours of extreamly broken sleep ive already been awake 2.5 hours:( i have a headache already. @Snowie i hope you mamaged some sleep last night. I have a feeling today may be bruital to me, hooefully i can nap altho recently they have been broken also so maybe just try hold out, still early here!
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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Thinking of you hun, hopefully you can have a nap today. My night was ok
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Unknown userMember
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Glad your night was ok, thanks hun i hooe your day goes as smoothly as it can ❤❤
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Unknown userMember
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I just dont know how much longer i can hold off. I have therapy wed not sure to tell her how deep i got i to planning but ahh well.
Everything is a struggle i dont want to leave mt home im tired of the world im tired of me but i have no choice nobodys gonna do it for me, i guess at least hopefully i have the end in site.
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