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It just hurts

Unknown userMember25 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm AEDT

It just hurts

How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.

It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low.
Sorry.
And thank you for your time

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 9:26 am AEDT

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@Star thank you so much for your kind words. I have been keeping super busy hasnt be to helpful, ive been reaching out also again not so helpful. I hope the dr will be able to help you sorting out your meds.

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SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 9:42 am AEDT

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@Former-Memberyou are still in my thoughts hun. I hope you understand who I am without me saying it. Had to change things yesterday.

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 9:56 am AEDT

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@Snowie i can take a wild guess 😀 please nothing to be sorry for you did what had to be done and even tho its hard im proud of you:)
Thanks for having me in your thoughts its really really rough right now im tired of fighting just to keep myself safe im reaching out and feeling more alone than ever, even the good moments hurt:(
Please take care of your self lovely xx

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outlanderSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 10:00 am AEDT

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@Former-Member ❤

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SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 10:02 am AEDT

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@Former-MemberI understand hun. You are doing an amazing job of fighting even though it is sooooo hard and exhausting. You are not alone on here, we are here to support you in anyway we can.

Hope today has some goodish moments in it for you

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 10:03 am AEDT

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Thanks at @ outlander im in for a long day of it only gone 7 here, i hope the day is kind to you darl xxx

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 10:15 am AEDT

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I dont know about an amazing job at all, ive been drinking more just general self distruct really. Ive slipped up with SH a few times, im taking small steps to plan something i know i shouldnt. I feel like a ticking bomb just waiting to explode 😞

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 1:23 pm AEDT

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I hope i am aloud to ask this

Has anyone used the call back serive im not sure im aloud to say the first word, i hope you can understand what i am saying. If so how did you find it? Im scared to give it ago, what if im over reacting to all of this. Anyways if ya feel up to it.

@outlander @Sans911(i know you like to stick to few threads but just thought id ask hope ok)
@Snowie @Former-Member @SleepyPanda
I feel awful taggin you all please dont feel pressure to respond.

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SnowieSenior Contributor15 Feb 2018, 1:27 pm AEDT

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@Former-Memberdo not feel awful for tagging me, happy to help.

I use SCBS when things are not going well. I find them helpful and they will not over react and send people out. They are good at talking you through your issues and staying on the phone with you until you are feeling better.

I also use SANE chat too which I find helpful. Good when you are already on the forums and don't have to go through your life history.

I hope this helps you

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Unknown userMember15 Feb 2018, 1:38 pm AEDT

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hey there @Former-Member Sorry the feelings are being so hard for you right now. Any chance of being able to talk to someone to help with not carrying out those steps?

I'll be thinking of you today while I'm out helping my flatmate with their stuff. Please take care of you.

Edit: sorry love, was typing and didnt' see your tag til posting. I dont' mind the tag or the question either.

Firstly, it doesnt' matter if you're 'overreacting', that's someone else's judgement of what the situation means, it's not an accurate reflection of how you feel about it.

Next, you might find it really useful for you, some of those lines have very skilled people who also know from experiences of their own what the type of devastation you're feeling is like.

I've used a couple of different phone services in the past and found just being able to talk to someone quite helpful.

I'd advise you to give it a go, I know it will be hard to do. I always have a pen and pad with me so if I want to remember to say something, or want to remember something that was said I can jot down notes.

You can do this @Former-Member

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