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How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.
It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low. Sorry. And thank you for your time
@Former-Member no such luck in the nap department.
I give up the fighting i dont care anymore it wont win today but i know it will eventually. Just no worth it.
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Unknown userMember
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@Former-Memberyou don't have to answer this but what supports have you got in place?
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Unknown userMember
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I have my gp and a psychokogist i am seeing monthly (fortnightly for first two). Other than that not much, not sure i care for more support at the moment. I tried to share with mate but shes just dismisses it. I just want to sleep get away from it all(hopefully no nightmares) for a bit but i just havnt be able to.
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Unknown userMember
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@Former-Memberhun I am worried about you and how down you sound. Have you ever thought of getting an extra support. Perhaps your local mental health team. I know you say you are not sure if you want more support and I know how hard it is to reach out for help.
Just a thought hun. No judgement at all
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Unknown userMember
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I have been down the r
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Unknown userMember
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ok @Former-Member.
I care about what happens to you and you are to worth fighting for.
I understand wanting to give up and wanting to sleep without nightmares. Just want you to know that I hear you and care
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Unknown userMember
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^^^^ooops!
I have been down the road of local mental health i was under them for a good while. I feel like im just arguing everyone advice. I dont mean to concern you its just where im at , at the moment i just cant fight the thoughts off any more just a game of wait n see now i guess:(
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Unknown userMember
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@Former-MemberI am glad that you feel comfortable to write on here and don't want you to change that. This thread is for you to express how you feel, I wouldn;t read it if I didn't care.
I know how hard those thoughts are to try and fight. It is so hard sometimes and so not fair.
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Unknown userMember
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I am so scared it hurts I feel so broken Usless Wothless Hopeless Im telling myself three things im thankful for and possitive things a day But it just dosnt matter I want to cry i want to scream i cant do any of it i just sit here i silence...always silence
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SleepyPandaSenior Contributor
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Hi @Former-Member
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