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It just hurts

Unknown userMember25 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm AEDT

It just hurts

How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.

It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low.
Sorry.
And thank you for your time

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outlanderSenior Contributor09 Feb 2018, 12:15 am AEDT

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Your most welcome @Former-Member ❤
Yes please eat something and drink too. Hopefully something will be on the tv that you want to watch or maybe some computer/tablet/ phone games while laying in bed
Hugs to you too 💜

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Unknown userMember09 Feb 2018, 9:33 am AEDT

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Morning @Former-Member, just floating by to see how you are today.

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Unknown userMember09 Feb 2018, 5:06 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member thanks i am here still im tired. But just have to keep getting by and what for to make others feel more comfortable is seems.
Its just torrment its seems.

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Unknown userMember11 Feb 2018, 1:19 pm AEDT

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Just dropping by to check in with you today @Former-Member

Hope you're feeling better.

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Unknown userMember11 Feb 2018, 9:48 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member not really no. Wish i could say different.

Not really many word at the moment other than it hurts. Ive been busy with craft my garden and seeing a friend keeping busy only diffrence now is that im keeping busy still feel the same awful broken confusion just struggling more n more with everything even being here i forum land.

Take care thanks for seeing if i was ok or just even thinking of me xxx

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ZigCasual Contributor11 Feb 2018, 10:03 pm AEDT

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Hi @Crazytaya.... You are in the right place here. I only joined today during my day of the worst downer in my life. I've been helped here already just by knowing I can share here and people with truly care and support me.... Many hands are stretched out to help in this safe place - take each hand in the love it is offered - that is what I am doing.

Hugs

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Unknown userMember12 Feb 2018, 1:12 am AEDT

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@Zig thank you for offering you love, and i am glad you have found the forums to be helpful. Im sorry you had to deal with the worst downer of your life but am glad you came here for suoport❤

I just dont have the energy to fight/get by/distract anymore its all for what......nuddah....it hurts, my chest my head my heart ive been chewing my lip so much its swollen slightly (well enough for others to notice) ive taken my prn prob an hour or so ago now and i have noticed no difference i guess just means im wound up. I did a lot today so and hope it will help me sleep.
I just want to start planning so badly
But deep deep down i know it not the right thing to do.
My soul is so tired:(

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Unknown userMember12 Feb 2018, 1:10 pm AEDT

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Thinking of you @Former-Member and @Zig today, wishing you some relief from your pain. Let yourself rest and recuperate, it sounds like you are doing all the things you know you need to do to bring yourself back out of this bad time.

Do you have something to snuggle up to to sleep? I made myself a soft snuggly pillow and that helps me feel somewhat comforted. Taya, I think you have cats yes? Do they snuggle in bed with you?

Hugs @Former-Member @Zig

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Unknown userMember12 Feb 2018, 5:48 pm AEDT

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Im not sure i want to put effort into trying any more

@Former-Member thank you lovely i went out with a friend again today a few times she asked what was wrong she dosnt even know me that well:(
Just so anxious n stressed im gonna try nap i dont care the time i just need to get away for a bit.

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Unknown userMember12 Feb 2018, 6:10 pm AEDT

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Hi @Former-Member

I know what it is like not to want to try anymore.

I hope you can have a nap. Am here for you hun

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