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@Former-Member Hi there hon. So sorry you didn't get much rest. Glad you have the fan for the noise. That light must be pretty. One of my children had a moving night light with coloured cut outs, it was pretty and restful too. I need as much not-light as I can get, but can't wear an eye covering to block out light. I wish it was different.

I did some cooking today to share some food with some people my flatmate has visiting. Also did some clean up that needed doing 'cos I'd been sick on top of everything else all last week. Planning on washing if it's sunny tomorrow and vacuuming. If I have the energy then and pain levels allow, I'll mop too.

*hugs* Take it slowly. Exhaustion makes everything so much harder, try not to be so hard on yourself. I know, I should take my own advice, I can really relate to what you're saying. It is hard though.

Is there something you like to do? I think I read you have some cats are they being snuggly for you?

@Former-Member Glad to hear you found a good tv show. I have a tv series ready for me to finish, was supposed to watch it tonight but the night has gotten away with me reading so many threads here. Might watch it tomorrow night.

Finding a good distracton can be difficult. Cooking can keep me focused too, and I like to eat, so it's a good distraction as long as I have space in the freezer to put the extra cakes or whatever i decide to make.

Had a huge cook up a couple of weeks ago, baked banana cakes with the left over 'nanas, made multiple batches of pikelets, there was something else too ... the freezer is getting hard to close!

Had to shift my focus to something else. I used to clean when things got bad, even at 2am but I'm in a new, much smaller, newer, clean unit and there's nothing old to keep clean. which is good, 'cos cleaning is tiring!

I do hope you get to rest well tonight Crazytaya. I will be thinking of you. Sorry I'll have to go now, got to get sorted for sleep myself, will check with you tomorrow afternoon probably. Look after you hon.

Glad the cats are with you.

Good morning @Former-Member

Sorry to hear last night was such a struggle for you. I am hoping you got some sleep.

How are you feeling today?

@Former-MemberI am glad you got some sleep last night. Can you put some kids movies on today so you can rest whilst they watch them. Something mice and easy for today.

Hopefully the day goes quickly for you. Am here if you need to chat, just tag me anytime