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It just hurts

Unknown userMember25 Jan 2018, 11:01 pm AEDT

It just hurts

How do i begin what do i say? Im sorry if is this just sounds like jibberish.

It hurts to be alive. I cant even think of words to say anymore. Im crying but mostly because i have some understanding of how it would effect others if i was to go. Ive delt with MH for more of my life than i havnt. Im not even sure what this will achieve posting this. Im just feeling awful and low.
Sorry.
And thank you for your time

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 10:33 am AEDT

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@Former-MemberI am sorry I left you in the lurch last night, just got too much.

How are you going today

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 11:13 am AEDT

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@Former-Member Thank you for your kind words last night, I did get to sleep quite well for the few hours that it was. Off in a few minutes to doc.
I do hope you managed some rest for yourself.
How are you feeling today?
Your avatar is very uplifting. 🙂

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 12:28 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member please dont be sorry darling, you need to look after you right now and that is OK nothing wrong with that! you didnt leave me in lurch hun at all, you sat and delt with me for quiet awhile, please dont feel about having to go at all *big squishy hugs*

@Former-Member i am glad that you slept well even tho it was only for a short time. I got sleep but i wouldnt say it was restful full of nightmares and horridness i just feel so exhausted no matter what sleep i get at the moment i guess my sleeps not really restful if it full of nightmares. I really hope your appointment goes well today sunshower *hug* and thanks about the avatar 🙂

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 4:48 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member Thank you for your kind words, and you're welcome re the avatar. 🙂
Nightmares and stressful dreams certainly do make it hard to get proper, good rest. I hope you can catch a nap through the day and hope that it helps.

It was really hard to get up in time, and to go out to get to the doc this morning, I'm not good at mornings anymore. Probably 'cos I don't get to sleep until so so late now.

It was worth the effort thankfully, it's a newish to me doc and he's very understanding and accommodating of all of my issues, and non judgemental.

I still feel like I've run a marathon and been run over by a steam roller, but I did it and everyone I encountered were very kind to me.

How is your day going? *hugs*

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 10:21 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member psych appointment can often be like that, i am glad that you went even tho it was hard it get up and go!
I didnt get a nap i did try tho as was almost falling asleep but once i decided to actually nap....nope not possible...typical

My days and nights are honestly getting harder and harder. Im not sure what else to do to help myself at the moment. Im gonna distract myself but night is still so young here.
Thanks for thinking of me tho ❤️

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Unknown userMember02 Feb 2018, 11:18 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member Gosh, it's awful when sleep evades you like that. I turn my fan on for the white noise, it's sort of soothing and evens out the sounds around the place so I can better relax. Does anything like that work for you?

I'm crocheting a facewasher (they call it a spa cloth in the original pattern) for myself tonight and watching some tv in between, or the other way around. It distracts me, keeps my hands and my mind occupied and helps with calming too.

Here's hoping the sleep fairy has you on her list to visit with tonight!

Look after you - moment by moment.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor02 Feb 2018, 11:22 pm AEDT

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Unknown userMember03 Feb 2018, 9:14 am AEDT

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@Former-Membergood morning sweetie. I hope you got some sleep last night. Just checking in wiht you to see if you are okish. Always in my thoughts

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Unknown userMember03 Feb 2018, 1:46 pm AEDT

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@Former-Member Good day to you, here's hoping you managed some sleep. Today looks like it will be busy for me so I may not be around here til evening. Hope you're doing okay.

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Unknown userMember03 Feb 2018, 3:17 pm AEDT

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@sunshowers sleep decided it didnt wanna stick around last night so not really rested no. I have fan of for noise also i have a light that looks like moving water projected onto my roof i can have it one colour or a mixture of flash of different colours that i watch to try calm me. Thanks again for stopping by to make sure i am ok *hugs* ive had a busy morning spend 3 hours cleaning and moping the floors so hopefully that will make sleep easier tonight.

@Former-Member thank you for thinking of me i am very pleased to hear from you today knowing you got through such another rough night *hug*

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