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Broken beyond repair

Broken beyond repair

I've been fooling myself long enough, nothing is ever going to work for me. Some pieces will never fit, the others are crushed. There is no therapy for a mind in chaos. Reading, hopeing the next technique might work, but it never does. The darkness is overwhelming and that is all I have to offer, darkness and emptiness. Small steps always end up back where I started, in the deepest darkest pit, alone. There seems no point. I am too broken. It is all too hard and I no longer have the energy to keep swimming. Hopeless cases do exist, I am one of them.

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Dearest @Maggie. I've been thinking of you a lot lately, and really hoping you're okay. Its not like you to be away for this long. Sending you love and kindest wishes. I really miss you Maggie.

@utopia, you were in hospital a week ago when we last spoke. Are you home now, and are you okay?

A quick hello to all who contribute or follow this thread.

Much love.

Sherry

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Thank you @Former-Member for the flowers.
Yes I'm still in hospital. My anti depressants are being changed. The old ones weren't working - even on a super high dose.

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Hi @Maggie

I am thinking about you right now and wondering how you are going. I miss seeing you here in Forum Land - especially out on the ocean. I trust that your social worker continues to be her awesome self and is providing you with lots of support.

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Hi @Maggie,

I'm just dropping by to let you know that I am still thinking about you and wondering how you are going. I really miss hearing your voice through your writing here in Forum Land.

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Dear @Maggie. Just like @Phoenix_Rising, I too really miss you. Its been ages since we last heard from you. And of course I totally respect your decision not to be here, but I do worry.

I saw on the weather forecast that you should have been getting some rain down your way, and temps round mid 20's. Sounds perfect to me. Perhaps you and daZi have been spending time out in the garden?

I often think of you Maggie with a lot of genuine affection in my heart. Please be okay.

Sherry

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Hi @Maggie,

I wanted to let you know again that I am still thinking about you and wondering how you are going. I miss hearing your voice here in Forum Land.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aF7yFOlOk9M

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Dearest @Maggie.

Its been almost 3 months since we last heard from you, and not a day has gone by that I havent thought of you. When I look at the sky, when I spend time with little Holly, when I work in the garden.

I really would love to hear from you again, so when you feel up to it, I would really welcome the chance to talk. I, and many others here, have been concerned for you.

A big hug to you and a cuddle for your Maggie-Mae.

Sherry

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@Maggiewrote:


one of the best that I have seen in a while......I didn't used to use the word F..k until I was probably in my 30's and then seldom...in the last few years I find that it is the most expressive adjective that I can think of in a flash....so am relating strongly to the above quote...thank you for sharing

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@Former-Member@Phoenix_Rising Thankyou is all I can say. It's tough. Take care of each other. You are often in my thoughts and always will be. Sending the warmest thoughts from my heart to yours. Sky full of stars.

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