Broken beyond repair

@Teej Thankyou.

@Maggie Oh Maggie! sweetpea hugs for you. Let me shoulder some of your pain today, I agree wholeheartedly with what @Teej says ... am sitting here with you. gp xx

Oh @Bunniekins Thankyou. I just can't respond atm, hopefully tomorrow.

@Teej I have read and reread your post. As with every post I have read from you, your words are full of wisdom, care and compassion. I have also asked my counsellor the same question, why does she continue with me, her response is, she believes in me. I have no idea what that actually means to be believed in, but I'm hopeing for a lightbulb moments someday, for her sake and my own.

Thankyou for having hope for me at the moment.

@Bunniekins There you are shouldering more pain, when you have enough of your own to shoulder. Spreading hope and some smiles around the forum. It's always good to see a little green pea avatar appear. Thank you for the company and care. Hope to bump into you today.

@utopia Thanks for responding and dropping off those welcome hugs.

Dearest @Maggie,

I actually just popped in this morning to say hi, and noticed this new thread of yours.

I have no words of wisdom for you, no comforting words. But I wanted to say, that I too, believe in you. Nobody goes through what you have (and still do) without an eternal will to live and the desire to become master your own destiny.

I wish you were able to see in yourself, what everyone else here sees in you.

A hug for you Maggie and kindest thoughts.

Sherry

@Former-Member That means so much to me even though I don't understand what believing in me means. Tears here, but needing to respond and let you know how much I appreciate you. This is more me than taking the plunge, it fits better.