Cancer took my husband of 40 years. Not coping.

@Shaz51.

I haven't been to sleep for two nights, my depression has pulled me under, I'm lost, I just unsure of what I'm doing and I don't really care, we were supposed to grow old together, not wanting to be here without him.

sending you hugs @Starta

@Former-Member and @Former-Member are here if you need to have a talk

Hi @Shaz51, I'm here at the moment and happy to talk

What can I do to help? Did you want to send an email to us?

Hi @Former-Member, It is for @Starta , she is very low tonight and she does not know what to do
@Starta, are you ok

Hi @Shaz51, thanks for letting us know. I will check in with her and see if she needs any more support tonight

Thanks @Former-Member

Hello @Shaz51,

im ok, it's just its empty here,

what did you do today @Starta , what kind of music do you like ??

what kind of movies do you like xx

@Shaz51,

what am I suppose to do all day and night? Sorry if I sound pathetic, it's just I've never been without for more then a day. It's like I'm always waiting for him to walk through the front door, I turn around to talk to him he's not there..sorry I feel bad but I don't know,

@Shaz51

John was in a band, they played 60-70s music, I have plenty of cds but there his, he played most of that and I can't bare to listen to it...

I don't really watch tv. Only if something we're interested in.