outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - well you're doing everything you can hun. Try not to worry about it too much.
@Bunniekins - night night sweet pea.
@Former-Member @Former-Member I'm still here for quite a while yet if you want to talk
@Bunniekins - night night sweet pea.
@Former-Member @Former-Member I'm still here for quite a while yet if you want to talk
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Thanks @Sans911 💕
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Unknown userMember
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@outlandergood night hun, hope you get some sleep tonight 
@Sans911I am still around for a bit. How has your day been?
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SleepyPandaSenior Contributor
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Hi @outlander
Goodnight.
SP
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member I'm kinda ok, but just quite unsettled too. I'm really angry easily right now, and I'm displaying that easily. I don't like the angry me, it's very uncomfortable and confronting. But it's stemmed from all the injustices of recent days/weeks/years if being let down, misjudged, mislabelled and treated like an idiot that can't think or be responsible. I'm just dissapointed in people right now that I feel I need to be angry to show how frustrated I am at not being taken seriously. But it all comes out wrong, and aggressive and pressured. Sigh... I just wish I could get things right. Why does life have to be so complicated?
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Unknown userMember
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@Sans911I am hearing you hun.
You have a right to be angry, extremely angry. Sometimes we cannot control how that anger surfaces. Yes it would be great to have control over our emotions all the time, but that is not possible for anyone. You have been through so much struggles hun over the years. Maybe anger is good. Maybe they might start listening now.
I often ask myself why life is so complicated. I wish I had the answer for you and me! Uncomplicated seems to be a taboo word on here 
I am glad you are letting it out however, better than it being bottled up inside of you
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Unknown userMember
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Evening everyone,bit late I know forced myself to go walking to fight the severe tiredness of being alive and battling stages of anger at my situation.
@outlander,when I read your post on my walk I too think it's dissociation.As I said with my depression and anxiety,it has affected me in many different ways When we talked last year when you went to hospital you said someone stated you were prone to dissociation due to your illness.
Unless you are having a reaction to a drug or a side effect, dissociation hits you in many forms like any mental illness.Think I told you when I worked before my life went had trouble connecting the brain and the arms,and other things.
Thanks @Sans911,but no one can help me,I feel really like I am in a bad place today.
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Unknown userMember
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And just read your last post @Sans911,don't like me past few days either,my anger and resentment towards everyone and my severe tiredness.Its scaring me and yes is confronting.
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SleepyPandaSenior Contributor
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Hi @Sans911
Its okay to be angry and frustrated, you sound exhausted. Try taking a break with the issues and focussing on something that cheers you up for a few minutes may change how you are feeling for a few moments.
SP
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@SleepyPanda - thank you for your validation. And yes, I'm exhausted from not only fighting to live(or die sometimes) but of fighting to be heard, fighting for respect and validation, fighting for someone professional to give a damn and protect me from my demons. It just that when u get triggered the anger and frustration comes out like a body slam, and I come across as aggressive and bitchy. That's the part of me that I hate.
I had some nice calm moment with my fur baby this morning. He is such a non cat cat
I had some nice calm moment with my fur baby this morning. He is such a non cat cat
