rough time

Please my love @Lee82 💜Nikki

Your scaring me Nikki. What going on? @Former-Member

If you want to be left alone I completely understand. Just please let me know that you are safe. Please!!!

Sorry💜 that's the last thing I want is for you to leave. I found my evidence in my nightmares that confirm I am what I thought. But don't want to worry u at all.

I am not ok today

sending you all the love I have to give @Lee82

Sweetie you wouldn't let me let you go last night so now it's my turn not to let you go unless you tell me to p**s off. I am really worried about you honey. I am here. Please talk to me.

@Former-Member

You have two little men depending on you today and after what you went through this morning don't you think that is more than enough for you deal with. @Lee82

Oh sweetie. Do you want to talk bout it? I am here if you want to talk. If not I am happy to sit with you and just chat. What are you doing right now?
@Former-Member

I am so sorry honey, I am not being very fair to you. I am worried about you more than I am my own issues right now. But shutting you out isn't fair especially since I know how much stress causes you. Please know that the images I was presented with when I went to sleep this morning where horrific, and I can't un see them. They a on loop in my mind. Inner child is petrified, inconsolable and sitting on the ledge. We looked and found what we need to prove that the monster is real and it's scares me to put it out there because you should leave right now and not look back babe. I am going to see if Nat can talk today. Things are not safe for any of me but I have my D2 hovering around me so I guess I am actually safe. It's always about protecting someone else never myself.

I am so sorry to burden you with this my love. I will understand if you choose to go.
if you so know you take my love and friendship with regardless 💜Nikki

@Lee82

Sorry forgot to tag you in my reply. @Lee82

You mean way too much to me to just let you go my love. I may not be able to message back straight away but I am here to listen. What are you doing right now? Can you go for a walk and maybe take to photos of what you see and post them for me? Can you do some cooking? Or if this is all too much I am happy to listen to whatever you want to talk about.
just stay here with me. I don't want anything to happen to you honey.
@Former-Member

I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE @Former-Member