rough time

Hmmm you are to kind my friend @Lee82 , but thank you. He just got here and I want him to leave already. While he comforts Izzy and the others him being here, it annoys the f**k out of me to be near him. It always has and he knows when to distance himself from me. But unfortunately inner child keeps popping out crying her wee little heart out so when I come back he is hold me. Hmmm I am hoping I fall asleep on the couch. I will try the whaute noise thing. Thanks for reminding me. Nikki

Your very welcome. I can see why you don't want to be around him but at the moment he is just there to keep you safe and that's all. You don't have to make small talk with him.
I am happy to keep talking with you or do you want to try and rest? But just remember I am only a tap away if you need me at anytime. I will be here.
@Former-Member

If all you can muster today is ok that is totally ok @Shaz51. Just remember to be kind to yourself and remember that you are strong and that you are not alone. You are here amongst friend who care about you 💜

@Lee82 , he won't even let me have anything to help sleep!!!!

Oh my selfish arse is at it again. I am so sorry for complaining that I have him to support me when you would love someone to be doing this for you. I will leave you be tonight. Again I am so sorry @Lee82

thank you @Lee82 , that means soo much to me my awesome friend xoxo hope you have a good sleep tonight my friend

@Former-Member

Nope hunny. I am here for you. You don't need to go if you still wanting to chat. Please don't apologise. Sometimes thhe people who are there to help can be pain In The ass's but we have to just remember they have good intentions not matter how much they annoy us.
if you want me to let you go I will my friend but I am happy to sit with you and try my best to help in Any way I can.

You have no idea how foreign this is for me. Your words brought tears to my eyes. I am not use to being so vulnerable, I am not use to feeling this much emotions especially when it's not just anger. Thank you @Lee82 I would love to still chat with you.

How are you feeling tonight my friend💜Nikki

that Is what true friends are for. They stick around for the good but especially in the bad times. I am sorry for making you cry hun. Not my intention to do that. I just wanted you know that I am not going anywhere.
All these emotions must feel a little strange to you but it just shows that you have feelings that need attention too. That you also have feelings other than anger that need some care.
Tonight we are here for you. Please don't worry about me. Let me be here for you like you were for me last night.
anything you want to share with me my gorgeous friend?
@Former-Member

You are truly welcome @Shaz51 I hope you can get some rest tonight too. Sounds like you need some. 💕