rough time

@CheerBear @Faith-and-Hope ❤❤

@Maggie

would anyone be around atm?

Hey @outlander. I'm around. What's happening for you today?

just feeling like a pressure cooker @CheerBear lots of things just building up..

That's a sucky feeling @outlander. Is it inside or outside stuff that's building up?

I think its abit of both @CheerBear @Gazza75
some of its to do with the day but its also the stress of trying to get things ready, having really high expectations from everyone else around me which also has made me expect high things of myself as well, the surgery itself is worrying and scary, the next appointment with my specialist is worrying me and the waiting is playing games with my mind, worrying whether my loan is going to pull through. I honestly just cannot breathe. I tried to do the crochet pattern I had picked out that I really wanted to do but I cant even do that.

There's so much worry in there @outlander !and that's super hard 🙁 Lots of it is stuff that's probably out of your control too (like the waiting, the loan, the what-ifs with your surgery). I understand what it's like to be caught up in worry and stress and to be sitting with things that are out of my control. It can drive me completely bananas. And yep it feels tricky to breathe in it all sometimes.

What do you think could help give you some breathing space right now?