rough time

Definitely adrenaline pumping @CheerBear glad its over now.

Yeah im not jumping at any of the options. He wanted to do a hidden within one that day when i said id consider it but i said i wanted to wait for results and actually have a think about the options first. Ive heard good and not so good about them all so didnt want to just jump into a decision. Its why i also think waiting till im recovered from the op is best. I dont know if icould handle it all at once.
Dont you just love being a girl. 😛 im sure there will be regrets along the way and probably some 🤯 moments but i guess some things are better to manage other ways. Hopefully it wont be to bad though, going off your shared experiences with me i will offer lots of comfort itemds and heat packs.

Hearing you on needing some organisation in the house. A day sorting that out sounds like a good idea.

Oh yay your back at your crochet. Your hooks mustve yelled loud enough lol. Im trying to find a small project to take with me. If i had time i wanted to make a starburst granny square lap blanket but i think a nice braclet in the chosen colours might work better.

Us humans are the worst at putting pressure on ourselves. Im glad having that reassurance from your mum has brought some relief to you. 💚💙

Good idea to have a proper think about it all @outlander. Remember that other's stories (if you hear/see them) aren't necessarily what will happen for you. Everyone and every body is totally different. Thanks in advance for the heat packs and comfort stuff 😉 The pain sucks. The way hormones impact my mood, emotions, MH etc suck as bad. The way it all bounces off each other really, really sucks! Strangely I am looking forward to feeling 'normal' in this way again though, even if my body's normal is owning ovaries that declare war on the rest of me 😉 It's going to be my first proper cycle since I was pregnant. More closure there maybe, I don't know.

Have you seen crochet dreamcatchers? They can be nice little projects 🙂 I'm now determined to sort through the mess that is my crochet stuff and have a hook in my hand by the end of the day 😊

I'm putting myself on a self-imposed forum ban until the house is done, starting now. There's a middle that's on to it already, though their version of cleaning looks more like 'turn the kitten into a superhero with a homemade cape' 😉😆 We'll get there.

It was nice to catch you this morning. I hope the day ahead is kind to you ❤🌈❤

how about we just say ovaries that declare war suck all round @CheerBear and that's putting it nicely 😉
oh yes definently everyone is different in how they react to things but its good to consider those side effects. I didn't really want to go on anything else but it might be worth trialling one or 2 and see how it goes. they've given me 3 different possible causes of what might be happening so it does depend on those results. 2 more weeks to think and consider things.
maybe you looking forward to 'normal' is also a sign your moving on abit too. gentle hugs

i have seen the crochet dreamcatchers, my sister actually likes them. i was thinking about giving it ago and maybe making her one for Christmas. theres a shop near me that sells them with a pattern she likes so might get a pic of it and see if i can work out the pattern of it. it looks pretty simple, looks like double/triple ( i cant think of which term we use atm lol) with increases each row till you get the size your after.

oh god i had to laugh, kids are so funny sometimes and im sure rocket cat honestly doesn't care she probably thinks its a game too. 😏🤣

@outlander @CheerBear

Afternoon to you both.

evening sis @sans91
and everyone

Just calling by with a good morning as I noticed you up and around @outlander. Hope the day has started OK enough for you ❤

morning @CheerBear ive been on and off most of the night with some dreams. I was up but not really awake kinda thing when I logged on this morning 😏
Im feeling abit off colour today though which im not surprised considering the dreams, its all associated with my 'first time' you and others are aware of what happened so I don't have to go into it. I always get conflicting thoughts and feelings around this and what I felt etc even though I know the truth.

morning also @Sans911 @Snowie @Former-Member @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Gazza75 @Molliex and all passing through

Big hugs @outlander. That's really tough ❤