outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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Hugs @outlander. Listening eyes here if it would help ❤
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @CheerBear
I don't know what would help anymore. im really just sick of everything. my mind has gone into SH and SI mode and its a lot stronger then it has been in a long while. at this point in time im struggling to even care what happens.
I don't know what would help anymore. im really just sick of everything. my mind has gone into SH and SI mode and its a lot stronger then it has been in a long while. at this point in time im struggling to even care what happens.
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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Hugs @outlander. That's tough.
I know things have been hard for a while now. Did something set this off today to make it as strong as it is right now?
I know things have been hard for a while now. Did something set this off today to make it as strong as it is right now?
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @outlander ,
Glad you can see your way through the intensity of the SI and SH thoughts to still connect on the forums. When you're finding it hard to care what happens it is particularly important to work at keeping yourself safe. Will send you an email checkin soon if you couls check your inbox.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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had an argument with pop earlier on @CheerBear and then the rest I just tried to tune out while he kept on going. hes been a grumpy old man the past few days and hes taking it out on me and just had enough. <br>im just over it all, all the appointments and responsibilities and trying to do the right thing and it never being enough.the constant pain, repititon and boredom if im not busy. its exhausting to put up with or have to mange every day.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i feel rather explosive so i worry about being anywhere. i honestly just want to pack up and leave here for a while.itll never be possible though and itll just confirm everyones thoughts about how selfish i am.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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okay @Former-Member
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CheerBearSenior Contributor
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You have a lot you manage @outlander and it would be really hard to have someone taking it out on you, especially someone you work so hard to support 🙁
It's so understandable that you'd want to get away for a while and it's understandable that you're feeling explosive. I think that can be a pretty common reaction to situations we feel stuck in. It's kind of my go-to. It's tricky to work through.
It's also really hard when you know you could use some space from all the stuff but it's not possible. I'm sorry it seems people think you're selfish. That sucks.
It's so understandable that you'd want to get away for a while and it's understandable that you're feeling explosive. I think that can be a pretty common reaction to situations we feel stuck in. It's kind of my go-to. It's tricky to work through.
It's also really hard when you know you could use some space from all the stuff but it's not possible. I'm sorry it seems people think you're selfish. That sucks.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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it is hard and im sorry you know what it feels like too @CheerBear it really sucks 😞
i need a break, but really whats a break?
i think all the stress is really getting to me and its all just exploded everywhere
i need a break, but really whats a break?
i think all the stress is really getting to me and its all just exploded everywhere
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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im suppose to go to the new psychistrist tomorrow morning but i don't want to. if i cancel i get a cancellation fee but i don't want to go. i told the dr that and she said i have to go.
i also have the kids overnight because theres a party on tonight and no kids are allowed so im baby sitting.
