rough time

Yes it does @outlander. I'm supposed to have 8 people for the coffee, so I'm hoping to stay close to that amount

Fingers crossed @Sans911 hopefully people dont cancel today.

Morning @outlander and thanks for the shout out. Also hi and thanks to you for that too @eth. Wishing you the best with your day today Outlander. Sounds busy.

@Sans911 (from your tag last night) sorry to hear Jasper is still not himself and you're concerned. That worry would be horrible for you. Glad he was a little better yesterday and that the biopsy didn't show anything scary.

Hi and ❤ to everyone else here

i am struggling to know how to get through all this stuff 😞

everything is so hard and overwhelming. i dont know how im going to afford all of these things that pop needs and save and actually survive.
i keep getting all the harrassing phone calls about the bills and im trying so hard to pay all of these things off. (both through mine and pops pays not just mine) but its like its getting nowhere.

i cant get any more loans, i need to pay off the ones ive already got first.


pop has a few appointments coming up that are all quite expensive and even though i get rebated some of it i still need to pay it all up front.
i am struggling to fit my own appointments in along with his, do my other work to pay for bills and save for the op later on.


pop doesnt mean it but he keeps getting angry at me and saying awful things about me and the things im doing etc. i cant risk giving him another stress reaction either because then it makes things 10 times worse.


i dont know what else im suppose to do. i feel stuck here and i cant evne take a step forward.