rough time

good night @Former-Member , sitting with you

Hello @outlander, @frog , I was awake at 2-30 and went back to bed at 4-15 am this morning

@outlander, morning,if they are like that my friend and you can only come to that conclusion with knowing it's not your paranoia they aren't worth knowing.Hooe you try to have a ok day.💞

I was wide awake @outlander, I laid in bed for a while and then i heard my mobile got a message

got up made a cup of green tea and found the message was from my stepson partner`s 16 year old daughter who calls me Nan

so I wrote back to her and then hopped on the forum

this morning I got another message saying thank you Nan

Good Morning my beautiful cyber-grandgirl Claire(just a nick-name) @outlander

That was an interesting kerfuffle over my nick-name for you 😄 I'm grateful for all the moderators work in the background of this Forum! ❤️

I had a look at those links you gave me, so the Urea test for H.pylori . . . is that the balloon test . . . do you blow into a balloon {I bet I sound silly right now!}

I'm an organ donor too - but with being a heavy smoker, diagnosed alcoholic, having an immunity problem where my body is rejecting itself and old . . . I don't know what they're going to get out of me !:D!

Have you tried plain rice-crackers to eat, they aren't much - but they are something in the stomach? There's a nutritional suppliment drink called Ensure, I know it's been a saviour for me a couple of times in my lifetime - if you can handle that one it gives you everything you need.

I wonder why they even do the blood test, when all it does is tell you if you've ever had this bacteria, but doesn't tell anything about what stage it's at or whether it's what's bothering you now? I'm gathering that through the breath test they can tell that it's still active and how bad it is?

And you have to have Liver tests because of the medication your on?! That some heavy duty medication! Bit of a '2 steps forward, 3 steps back' if the pills to cure you are also a threat to your health!!!

I'm sorry to hear of your pain, does a hot water bottle or a cold pack help ease the muscles in your abdoman? Maybe a hot shower or bath to help get through the uncomfortable times? Do you make yourself a private nest of pillows when you go to bed?

I'm so sad to hear something offline has upset you. People and trust are a couple of things I don't do well, I know this person doesn't realize what they're losing!!! I'm also pretty sure you'll be better off without this person in your life, if you've got to fight for someones approval & walk on eggshells to keep it - it was never really there in the first place!

Lots of love to you Claire

Nanny Niqua

I agree @outlander, it was a surprise and soo much was running through my head , why? what happened? ect

just some work today , not sure how much we will do , but feeling aching and tired and Mr shaz looks tired , so we will try not to overdo it