rough time

@outlander,I spent a year in bed sick of life,defeated,human behaviour I was no match for,and I paid a high price.Hope you do get some sleep.👤

@outlander - oh, that's just down right mean. And it's still their problem, but it does not make the hurt any less. But right now, you aren't well. And you need to decrease the amount of stress that's having a toll on your mind and body. Cry if you need to but you are better than those other people. You really are. Your life won't always be like this. You are strong, yet vulnerable. You are kind and compassionate. You are beautiful inside and out. You are worthy of a good life of success and happiness. I see you're potential. I really do. Big, big hugs sweet lil Sis. I'm right beside you holding you close and letting your tears fall on me. My sweet lil Sis, you mean the world to me. 💙 💜 💙 💜

Thank you @Former-Member ❤

@Former-Member i dont think ill be sleeping much tonight and i have to pick up kids early morning.

@Sans911 while i was talking on messenger with one of them the others were blocking me and deleteing me out of the group
Do you know what our last convo was which threw me off the scent. I knew it was weird.
'Hey can u send me a friends request?' I questioned it because im weary who i have on fb. But after such a while of talking over the past etc i gave in to that trust and said ok ill log on and send you a request. By the time id logged on everything was gone and when i worked it out and went to contact her deleted and blocked. That is why it was such a hard hit. At that moment i thought ok i think i trust her enough and thats what i got.
I feel like such an idiot. I dont understand. A few tears fell but getting worked up is going to cause more pain than what its worth. The meds are workibg for heartburn at least but not for stomach cramps. They feel like kidney pain but higher up and goes further across. The entire upper abdomen. I just want it to stop. I am tired and i dont want to fight anymore. So coming over to you and having a hug sounds good.

@outlander im sorry things are so tough right now, but know im here if you wish to chat this place moves fast and i struggle to keep up. But please know ill be thinking of you, i hope you mamage to get some rest *hug*

If that is what went on @outlander where you feel you were deliberately "set up" by these idiots who had to put you down to make themselves feel good,I'm sorry.Bit tough when you aren't well and you are minding your own business.
I do hope you get some sleep,you need it.

Morning everyone
I finally managed some sleep but sleep hasnt helped the way im feeling.


@Sans911 thank you for last night. Your writing always brings comfort.they took me to the safe place and thats where i stayed all night 💙💜

@Former-Member i dont know why they done that. There was no reason at all and it was very unexpected. Juat makes .e feel more worthless and alone than what i already do. Thank you for last night too much appreciated 💙❤

@Former-Member thank you thats ok about not being here it can be overwhelming when things move fast but i appreciate you stopping in and offerring to chat 💚💙


Thank you @Shaz51 💜❤

Thank you @frog and im glad your here too 💛💙

☕️. Popping by with a cuppa @outlander
Hoping you’ll feel better soon. 💜

One for you too @Former-Member. ☕️ ❤️
Hope your day goes well

☕️ For everyone. 💕

I’m going to try and sleep more.