rough time

Hey @outlander sorry I had to remove the post, I sent @Former-Member an email for clarification as I thought the previous post had someones real name in it and I have yet to recieve a response.
I'll send you an email just to get clarification 🙂

Thanks,

LouLouMagoo

Ohhhh ok, sorry, I was unsure. My bad, I'll un-reject it 🙂

Thanks!!

yeh theres lots of info about it @Former-Member guess thats a good thing but they cant actually diagnose it all until they do the tests for the ulcer. im really over tests. i was going to be a donor organi but the way im going im not going to have anything left to give!

i think the main thing atm is finding what i cant and cant eat which apparently isnt much considering i cant have many cups of tea now either as it makes me feel sick si its literally only water and very small meals. yuk i hope that heartburn doesnt hang around!

https://www.webmd.com/digestive-disorders/urea-breath-test

they are adding the blood test on top of the breath test however bloods arent very effective as explained in this article.

https://medlineplus.gov/ency/article/007501.htm

the liver function tests are because the current medications im on can give liver damage so have to ahve a liver function test (blood test) done ever month for 6 months then every 3 months after that should i continue on that medication. the medication is helping the heartburn but its not helping my stomach cramps. the pain is like having a kidney infection pain but it radiates under the chestboneand down. very painful in deed.

i actually cant list them, theres too many tests, specialists, people ive seen, medical professionals everything for so many things i cant keep up. my medical record must be so huge!

im resting but something offline has really upset me. i was just starting to trust this person after almost a yr and then bam one little thing and its all over. this is why i dont trust people or very very little amounts of people and again it was my fault but they wont say and its really upsetting me becasue i can no longer contact them and jsut broke me again. i will never learn will i? ill always be the stupid one who never learns even though i am trying my heart and guts out.

thanks Niqua, i really need that @Former-Member

thank you for posting earlier @Owlunar wish i had the same strength as you. im really nothing special at all.

im glad you have that courage to do that stare and make it work and push people back when people push you. mentally i mean.

Yes, @Former-Member,love seeing the Brumbies gave me respite over the years,when I see them it makes me forget my problems for a few minutes.

@Sans911,felt like that a lot in my life including with my own mother and sister,the lack of respect takes a toll.Im proud of you as you know if you are going to try to overcome your battles you don't need that,and shouldn't be in that position.I don't know the car situation ,whether you offered or she asked and put you in that position. know you have a good 💓,but you need to look after yourself.

Oh hi @Former-Member

I love the emu story but I really want to tell you something about emus

The males look after the eggs and the chicks and they have no idea if those chicks are theirs or not but they care for them just in case they are

I love knowing that and telling you - it's my high point today - which has been an okay day

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