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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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@Faith-and-Hope@Queenie@Determined@Catcakes

Im still feeling really depressed today. Im still so angry

Iv got gizmo out with to try and calm me down

Iv already hadd to have PRNs this morning

The kids have gone to school. So im home alone to self destruct myself.

I hate these feelings

I hate me

I hate everything

I dont want to be here anymore

Si

SH

I cant do this

I tried so hard yesterday to keep myself busy but i cant do that today.

My heart is in to much pain

The cops will get it if i suicide today.

It will be on there back

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I hear you @bubbles.
Having some issues of my own so I’m going to say ... take care Lovely
@Former-Member

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Hi @Bubbles3 (and @Catcakes),

It sounds like things are a bit tough today... Im glad Gizmo is there for you and helping calm things down... and you know the forum members are here too.

It sounds like you used some great strategies yesterday to overcome feelings of depression, pain, and hurt.

What did you find most useful? Why do you think they were helpful?

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Hi @Bubbles3 (and @Catcakes),

It sounds like things are a bit tough today... Im glad Gizmo is there for you and helping calm things down... and you know the forum members are here too.

It sounds like you used some great strategies yesterday to overcome feelings of depression, pain, and hurt.

What did you find most useful? Why do you think they were helpful?

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I can hear cops going off everywhere. They better not be coming here. Ill fking punch them in the head

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I hate this fking world

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@NotLabelDefined

What am i meant to do. I have so much angef

Anybody want to talk to probably coz of that

So i have no o e to talk to

I smashed my laptop right infront of tbe police so now i have no phone no laptop just this stupid ipad .

So what do i do

I feel like SH

I SI

I dont to be bere a ymore

Iv had enough of life

I cant take it anymore

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hi @Bubbles3,

was that heartfelt message written yesterday?

i personally think youve really done well to get in touch with some deep held and difficult feelings and circumstances. so it makes sense that you might be feeling a bit down today, but what youve written could be a big step toward accepting things beyond control

if writing was the thing you found useful, do you think a written reply to the questions (and the symbolic things) you have asked might also be useful, perhaps linking your answers with some things, activities, people, or groups who might help make the answers clearer. if there are no answers maybe the things, activities, people, or groups might help you find new light, or at least some shelter

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