THE dark side

@NotLabelDefined

To be honest with you i didnt really understand what you have written. Im sorry. Im a dumb ass and dont understand your lingo of writing. Im so sorry. You have to write it in a dumb form of writing.

hi @Bubbles3,

i probably should have proof read my post before posting it, sorry about that. ill have another go at it.

@Faith-and-Hope hi

How are you

hi @Bubbles3,

I was wondering if the diary picture was a picture of something you wrote yesterday? It looks like you did a great job of exploring some deep feelings. sometimes it can be hard in the short term after we explore so deeply into our emotions and feelings, but in the same breath, it can be helpful too especially in the long term 🙂

if the writing was helpful for you yesterday, maybe more writing will be good today. I notice that many of the things you wrote in the dairy are questions, thats great, because to get answers we often need to ask questions first.

sometime we personally dont have all the answers, and this is ok. sometimes the answers (or alternatives to finding the answers) can be found by exploring our relationship with our world and the things around us

i sincerely hope i was able to get my perspective across a bit clearer this time.

@NotLabelDefined

I write all day every day. Thats just another diary form that i have started. But i have other diarys that i write in that i would not share on here.

Im just angry about everything

I hate my life

Iv ready had to take my PRNs early this morning when i woke coz thats how angry i am when i woke up.

The anger isnt going to go until the pigs give me my phone back

Im tryi g my hardest to do the right thing by not hurting myself but i dont how that is going last for

@Bubbles3

awesome, im glad you have a regular way of getting your thoughts and feelings out. nevertheless im sorry to hear you are feeling angry, and yep it really must suck that the cops have your phone! did they say how you can get it back?

have you got plans for the rest of the day? what time do you expect your kids to be home?

@NotLabelDefined

I dont know when i will get it back. It could after all my court hearings. I dont know.

The kids. Will be home at 3 wa time. Soo i have another 4 hours to self destruct

I think that piece of writing is awesome @Bubbles3. I hope some day that some of your pieces of writing can get published.

Are you seeing a therapist at the moment @Bubbles3 ?

I expect that some of the questions you are raising are related to how difficult it was living with your dad in the house when you were a child.

There may be support groups you can attend to help you with the difficult feelings. Your doctor or therapist can probably help you with that.

Does this help ?

Maybe you can write one of your own ?

@Faith-and-Hope

Where did i put the one about my dad one. I fking hate him to