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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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Great that your cared for yourself and had a shower @Bubbles3.
My kids could always have cereal if I wasn’t up to cooking dinner.

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Not a thing wrong with that @Bubbles3. Remember you're a Mum, not a gourmet chef Hon!

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I know @Queenie 😆

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I'm cooking for everybody when my Mrs' kids come to stay next time. A huge pot of spaghetti bolognese. Yummy and feeds lots of people! Also really simple too thankfully. Meals needn't be a fuss @Bubbles3. Do you have a slow cooker you could pop all the ingredients into and let it cook over several hours? We have one and swear by it.

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@Bubbles3
We keep tins of spaghetti in the pantry for such ocasions.
Spaghetti on toast. If it is not ro much additional effort fry up some diced bacon and mix through.
Our kids have never complained at that.

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Thanks @Determined@Queenie

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Hi everyone. My lot are fed now.

I use a slow cooker a lot ..... and pile things into a roasting pan in the oven a lot (tonight) and toast sandwiches a lot.

Right you are @Queenie .... we’re mums, not gourmet chefs, and meals don’t have to be a fuss.

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how can peopel hurt others like that. kjust how can the do it.

why do i always suffer puninshments and never anything rewarding

nothing ever seems to end

one thing after anther

there is no ending to all this shit

why does my life have to be so hard

its my life worth anymore

nothing

nothing to live for

yeah i might have kids but

there not always going to save me

the time will come and it all will be to late

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Has something happened @Bubbles3?

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Here with you too @Bubbles3- I've sent you an email 🙂

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