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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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I hear you @Bubbles3 and I’m sure it’s pretty hard to distract yourself from those tough feelings. What are the kids doing Bubbles?
I’ve been having a bit of a rest COD it was a busy day for me but now I’m going to walk the dog and cook tea.
Only two of us for dinner tonight.
Do you have something in mind for tea?

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I have just put a chicken into the oven with onions, capsicums, sweet potato, black olives and rosemary. Slicing some beans now. I figure any leftovers of that can go either into rice as a hot dish, or over spinach with a dressing as a salad ..... so hopefully that’s both today and tomorrow done in terms of meals .....

@Bubbles3 @Catcakes @Determined @Queenie .... anybody else around .....

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Hey @Faith-and-Hope, I'm just finishing off an assignment for my course while dinner cooks. We are having chicken schnitzels with veggies. I'm logged into SANE, but not really looking at stuff.

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Yum @Queenie .... ❣️

Yeah .... it’s a busy time of day in the east .....

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Sounds yum @Queenie and @Faith-and-Hope,
I’m doing chilli beef with extra veggies and rice. There’ll be leftovers here too for the frig-openers tomorrow 😜

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Chilli Beef sounds nice @Catcakes, but my lot aren’t much for chilli.

What are you cooking tonight @Bubbles3 ?

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Hi @bubbles
I agree with @Faith-and-Hope if you can get a prepaid phone that would be good.
It must be so frustrating for you
Feel for you
BB xxoo

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@BlueBay@Faith-and-Hope@Catcakes@Queenie@Determined

Sorry every, i had to have a sleep. It only for a hour.. now i feel even worse. The kids are having a shower. I dont know what tbe are have for dinner tonight.

I feel so empty and alone

I dont k ow what to do

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Is hubby home yet @Bubbles3? Perhaps you could suggest something simple like toasted sandwiches or jaffles? There is nothing wrong with that... its something that's a staple in this household.

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No @Queenie hubby not home ye. t. Yeah i might do something li,e that. Bakedbeans on toast or something
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