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Sorry to hear today was so hard @DownMoreThanUp .

Anything we can do to help? I'm so glad to hear you are moving towards rebuilding your relationships with your loved one

@tyme Thanks offering support but apart what you are already doing praying is all that can be done.

This constant riled up and unsafe feeling, even if i do not believe it or interact with the anxiety, it is still bothersome and keeps me awake at night.😣

Really i need someone around to have a chat and keep my mind of it. However no one is interested seeing me on Sundays. The person who promised he would come didn't, without letting me know why. Such does not help either.

On Friday my wife and me tried going for a walk but i did not have the energy so we had to turn back. i so short on sleep, worse than ever. i do not think i even averaged 3 hours a day over the last 4-5 weeks. 4 hours used to be my worst, however that was over a 9 month period.

Its raining! Amazing to hear rain drops. It has gone cold too. It has been a very dry season i have been told.

Blessings.

Revelation 21:1-7

"Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away. Also there was no more sea. Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”

Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.”

And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts. He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My son."

https://youtu.be/I30njzbERM0

Psalm 118: 24

This is the day the Lord has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.

From Sage: Each day is a gift from God - not because everything in it will be easy, but because He is present in it. Even on harder days, there's an invitation there... to find a moment of gratitude, a small light, something to hold onto.

@Realness @REDLINEZ750 @ENKELI @tyme @DownMoreThanUp @Appleblossom

@DownMoreThanUp prayer is probably the only thing to cling to for me at the moment so I am praying for you in earnest.

I am tired of fighting. I wish I could sue my family for stress caused by bullying. I'd take my sister for everything she has and make her wish she was dead. This is the human sinful part of me. The saved part is trying hard to pray for her.

My dear @ENKELI , remember, the Lod says, Vengeance is mine, I will repay. Romans 12:19

He will fight for you. You don't need to do anything.

@ENKELI Thanks SO much praying for me. i have so appreciated that of you all. i do really believe God hears sincere hearts.

Not to judge you being where you are for i have been there myself for many years. You know what happened to me where i could not forgive people in my life and i met up with Jesus about that dear sister? Jesus put me in the fire of His love until my judging and bitter heart melted the heat of His purely loving view on me, what did not love in me there perished right there and then, and then He had me lay down my life being like that and taught me to say grace.

Amazing grace He got me to do that, for i was certainly doomed as i was. Now also i understand what He means when He says the judgement you use shall be used upon you. And i also know the terrors of meeting God outside of the bond of His love, even if that is only impart, for when people harm others, also emotionally, then His fire will certainly also come their way purifying....

To forgive is so liberating, but trying to forgive when you cannot makes cannot worse. The best is to go in the self where you cannot forgive, and bravely face Him as you are, trusting He is good also when we are in wrong. For He loved us while we were still sinners.

Doing that is the quickest change of heart you will ever experience.😁

See if you can find Him LIVING within you, such is true bliss!

"For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness, and their sins and their lawless deeds I will remember no more.”

@tyme @heartathome @Realness @Appleblossom

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fSVWVYkh2A&list=RD5fSVWVYkh2A&start_radio=1

@DownMoreThanUp I have a dear friend who always pulls me up when I speak negatively of others as well. I will be on my knees tonight praying for forgiveness and for the saving of my family. I have forgiven my sister many times and will continue to do so. If she has to do this to feel better about herself then she has problems.

As I mentioned elsewhere, God reminded me today that he is removing the toxic people from my life and that obviously includes family. None of them are Christians so the best I can do for them is pray for their salvation.

I may only be left with one or 2 people in my life but they will be solid and true friends to me and that's more important than a bunch of surface friends.

God bless and thanks for your words xo

@tyme @DownMoreThanUp @heartathome @Realness @Appleblossom this is the first TobyMac song I heard. It resonates with me, especially today.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44l9PRI4c2M

@ENKELI @tyme @heartathome @Realness @Appleblossom

This song has been is so real.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGdC3APyEMc&list=RDVGdC3APyEMc&start_radio=1

@DownMoreThanUp thanks for sharing. Not a fan of his voice but I appreciate the lyrics.