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Thinking of you at this difficult time @DownMoreThanUp

You are in our prayers. May God give you rest and peace.

@DownMoreThanUp Sending prayers.

Solitude can be difficult but also a good spiritual path.

I am sorry I cannot say a lot.

I try and focus on the simple gifts of God.

Slow streams

@Appleblossom @tyme @Realness @MissGremlin @REDLINEZ750

Hi guys things have improved a lot since i spoke last. i laid down my hurting life and simply kept doing that. A lot of feelings tugging me down deepest deep, but i know when it goes like that nothing helps apart of dying the moments, and not hold onto them.

Then i awoke Jesus just after Midnight and He told me to go and knock on the door of my wife's heart and invite her Home when She Wakes Up. For if She still does not want to Come Home after that then Jesus Himself will knock loudly.....🤣

Isn't that wonderful? i will have my wife back Today Jesus promised me Himself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egEpsrPY6rQ&list=RDegEpsrPY6rQ&start_radio=1

Hi @DownMoreThanUp ,

I hope you're right. I hope it is as simple as knocking.

Hi @heartathome , @DownMoreThanUp , @Appleblossom , @ENKELI , @tyme , @MissGremlin , @AlwaysMyself , @Shaz51 , @REDLINEZ750 ,

Acts 20

- Paul goes to Macedonia.

- Paul goes to Greece for three months.

- Paul travels back through Macedonia because of a plot by the Jews.

- At Troas, on the first day of the week, they assemble to eat the Lord's Supper.

- Paul, about to depart, talks for a long time.

- Eutychus falls asleep, falls from a third storey window.

- Paul restores life to Eutychus.

- Paul continues to talk for a long time until dawn.

- Paul travels to Miletus where he calls for the elders of the church at Ephesus.

- Paul's farewell talk to the Ephesian elders:

• You know how with great humility and tears I've served the Lord.
• In my teaching I have not held back anything helpful for you.
• I taught both Jews and Greeks.
• Repentance toward God and faith in our Lord Jesus.
• Now I'm going to Jerusalem.
• The Holy Spirit warns me that chains and afflictions are waiting for me.
• But I consider my life of no value to myself, my purpose is to finish my course and the ministry I received from the Lord Jesus.
• To testify the gospel of God's grace.
• You won't see me again.
• Therefore I declare to you I am innocent because I have declared to you the whole plan of God.
• Be on guard for yourselves and your flock which the Holy Spirit has appointed you as overseers to shepherd the church of God.
• After I go, men will arise who will distort the truth.
• Be alert remembering that for three years I never stopped warning you.
• And now I commit you to God and the word of His grace which is able to build you up and give you an inheritance among all His holy people.
• I haven't coveted anyone's money - I have supported myself - It is more blessed to give than to receive.

Then Paul knelt and prayed with them. The Ephesian elders wept at the news they would not see Paul again.

Drawing to an end of Paul's free life. "However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me - the task of testifying to the good news of God's grace." Many of Paul's letters were written from prison - they may not exist if Paul had remained free to travel and preach.

@Realness @Appleblossom @tyme @MissGremlin @REDLINEZ750 @heartathome @ENKELI

It looks like i went psychotic after Church on Sunday. (not enough meds)

Only just got back together this morning. The separation together with chronic insomnia (4 days without any sleep) is taking its toll. Back on anti-psychotics which is not all that nice either.

i'm not sure what to do. How can i adjust to having to look after myself and being unwell without sleep? i also missed my therapist appointment for i was off with the fairies

Hi @DownMoreThanUp ,

Good to hear from you.

I'm sorry to hear you went into psychosis after church. Anti-psychotics are not nice but they're better than the alternative.

I really hope and pray you can get some sleep.

@Realness thank you for your message sweet, as I was catching up on posts I was beginning to wonder whether anyone noticed I was not around lol!|
It was not by choice that I was not online. It was a very stressful anxious weekend and once again I felt powerless.

I probably am not allowed to say anything else lest I be banned again but it is nice to see that while I was going through a stressful time that someone was thinking of me.

Hugs and blessings my friend, I hope you are okay xoxo

@Realness @Appleblossom @tyme @MissGremlin @REDLINEZ750

Yes i have gone back on anti-psychotics. The negative is that is brings my moods so much lower and that is rather dangerous, at the moment struggling to come to grips with my wife gone, and my wish to be with The Lord.

i want to structure my life but do not know how to achieve that with no sleep (5 days without sleep. (and then got only 1 1/2 hours on two sleepers this morning)

It has been too hard to process the hurt, (and at times anger at myself) loosing my wife without the ability to talk it over with any one. (which had with my wife and was the key to me staying stable, but as we have seen overloaded my wife big time)

Bit of a pickle

Hi @ENKELI ,

Great to hear from you. I thought perhaps you were studying. It sounds like it was something else.

Everyone has been quieter than usual. I think everyone is struggling at the moment.