Thank you @Maggie , @Faith-and-Hope 💜🤗😘
@CheerBear I didn’t expect a response last night. I think I posted 2 hours after you had. I’d been hovering the forum all day with my lostness and no words. Love 💜💜💜💜 the new boots. It made me look like this 😁.
I just managed an sos phone call with my psych which helped. Sometimes 7:54 is all it takes to calm the farm to manageable.
My mess is a coming together of all things at once and any little thing can tip me over. I have a feeling everyone reading this post will get that. My psych just told me I was doing well but I can tell you it doesn’t feel like it.......again something I’ve learned on the forum is a common feeling. It seems kind of ironic because you are doing well until you tip......then not so well and what happened.
I am seeing my GP today soon and hope that she can help me work out the things going wrong physically part. I’ve been bleeeding for 16 days since my op and I’m guessing something is a little astray but maybe not too. Hormonally it’s thrown me into the worst Aunt Irma spin (IT crowd tragic). I’m not in pain so not really worried.
My ex has thrown stuff up that I am caught between a rock and a hard place. Pretty sure others currently know this feeling as well. There’s so much emotional stuff being thrown up. I’ve been having dreams that are so mixed up and messed up, it’s doing my head in. I’m trying so hard not to catastrophes everything but then the small thing happens (like no coffee left) and I flip and depressive thoughts and feelings take over.
Last rave as as I need to get to the doctor now. Thinking of you all 💜🤗😘
